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Mixed Feelings

2009-11-19T14:09:00.002+08:00

Hmmh, it's raining heavily now and my office are empty. Probably most of my colleagues have taken leave to accompany their kids, bringing them oversea. Hehe.. Gd parents huh? Ya I think so. As a colleague, still ok la.. Hehe.. Probably some of them will be reading my blog as some of them know my blog link.

DEC 3 will be my turn to fly. I am going Korea, ice skiing. So long then I finally have a chance to fly oversea not for work but for leisure. Dunno what's gd over there.. Hehe.. I do have a mixed feelings now while working here. Probably dun wanna say too much. Will tell when the time is right..

This sun going sungei buloh, hope it dun rain. Nowadays weather so wet, probably it will... Keep my finger cross for now.. Hehe....

Back!!

2009-10-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

After almost 4 mths of no update, I m back again. You must be wondering where I am. Well, throughout these periods, many things happened in my life. More happiness then sad I can say. I have found ' her'. Many people keep asking me how I know her. Well, its actually through this sds-sdu network, now called scn. Hmmh, if I were to narrate the whole stoy, it will take me a long entry to update it. It all starts after I came back from vietnam.

Check my email, saw her message, we decided to chat thru msn to know each other. Then we met up for ktv, dinner at east coast and I decided that she was the one. So I express my love to her and she accepted me. The whole process actually went quite fast. Nvthless, I think I didn't make the decision rushly and I am very aware of my feeling for her at that time. I love her. We have been together for 3 mths plus and I hope it will be everlasting. I will make it happened de...

As for my work, sort of stagnant.. Hmmh, perhap due to unreasonable demand from my client ba. Keep asking me to do the unapproved things. Feedback to my bosses, their answers would be just do what client wants. Thought that my bosses will help me but a disappointment in how they handle the situation. I m keeping my option open.... Need to get some experience first before I seek a new job.. Open market now.. Hehe...

Just a short simple update. Will be back for more soon..

Great Singapore Sale Part 2

2009-06-21T14:46:00.005+08:00

Went with my shopping partner aud last week Sat to continue my shopping spree and I bought these

Bag was not mine, it's for my mum.. Hehehe.. Also we went to a cafe, forgot the name to have these

Vietnam

2009-06-21T14:17:00.008+08:00

I m flying to Vietnam tomorrow for a business trip. The duration for this trip will be for 4 days. Will be back on Thursday nite. I will have a really busy schedule ahead of me for this trip. As for recent activities, I met up with Hsien, Mich, BC and Juan this tue and we went to the Kim to have Zi Char for dinner. Cos Hsien went to rent a car. After the Zi Char, we went to ice cream chef eat ice cream. Juan wanted to buy her favourite durian ice cream, hmmh but in the end, she couldn't get her item and till yesterday when we met up again, she's still grumbling.. Haha.. This are the items we had for that day.

Also this week one of the dinner nite, I had these..

All dad's frenz drove up to Segamat and brought these to my house

Still not finished, last nite met up with Juan, BC, Mich and Hsien again for dinner and we had these at SAF yacht club beside Sembawang Camp

Of course only one of these main course is mine.. Can you guess which one (which picture) is it??

Wat a sinful week.. hehehe.....

It's all about acceptance

2009-06-07T17:22:00.011+08:00

Met up with Juan and BC for ktv yesterday and after KTV we went shopping. We were talking about one particular topic on BGR. BC was saying acceptance is the key in forming a relationship. It took a person sometime to assess another person's character, personality and finally after some consideration on topic such as whether you can accept this person's personality and character if you were to leave with him or her for 10 years, then u decided whether he/she is the one for you.

We were also saying time is the key to allow individual to show his/her true self (Character)Afterall, the most impt question would be are you able to accept this short coming of his or her? Are you able to accept this for the rest of your life. Afterall, you are going to be with him/her for 10 years? Hmmh beside short coming we must also look at the positives. Many time a person only look at the other's person's short coming and thus tend to forget his/her positives. Afterall acceptance is based on individual.. Pick or not is up to own individual.

This week met up with Juan and the rest at suntec shokudo and we had these...

Last nite = these for dinner (Italian food)

After ktv yesterday, we comb thru the japanese supermarket below Liang court and found these to be so fresh and nice.

While we were walking through the chocolate empire, I found these..

Hmmh, quite a pretty nice week I have had

Singapore Great Sale

2009-06-01T01:26:00.004+08:00

Singapore great sales has kicked off and it's shopper's paradise. I have plan my iternary already. Today I went to Tampines One for a short while just to get a shirt. Hmmh, should be saying using the card that Aud has given to get sport item from sportslink. Something that I wanted.

Item 1 as follow:

Lotsa more to comes.. Hehe..

Whole Sat Outside

2009-05-18T00:16:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was one of the day in which I spent my entire day outside. Not at home. Can't believe it. Morning 8.30am I set off from house to lesson at SMU. Lesson finished early at 1pm. Thus I took train down to Chinatown to have a walk first b4 meeting Jin at for KTV at 2pm. We sang till 6pm and after that I went off to Bugis to meet NTU buddies for steamboat buffet. The steamboat broth was great. We had ordered the satay and herbal chicken broth for our pot.

After we ate, we decided it's time for shopping. 4 of us went BHG walk around looking for clothes. Then we decided that it was midnite movie time. Jensen can't make it so 3 of us proceed ahead. Saw my poly mate Joesph too. Nice seeing him. We walked to suntec, bought 3 midnite ticket, grab a pop corn combo as it's on promotion. The movie starts at 12am. Title was angels & demons. Hmmh, movie ended at 2am, we walked to marina there to take NR home. I reached home about 4am le... Play some Mafia on facebook and I concuss on bed at 6am.

Slept the whole sun.. Was great.. Enjoyabale sat. How I wish I got a car so we need not walk for NR. Journey home was so tiring.. Hehe.. A well spent weekend indeed.

It's May

2009-05-02T02:39:00.003+08:00

I am back after a while of disappearing from my blog. Basically for the whole of April after my birthday, I am busy back to work. Work is so so busy that I almost stop breathing. Lotsa things to do and people around me not very helpful. Not helpful nevermind, still complain. Not that I don't wanna do, there are really lotsa work to be completed. So many tasks are so urgent.

I am starting to lose my motivation to work. Every morning when I wake up, I don't feel like going to work. I don't feel like seeing the office people, I don't feel like going for meeting with my client whom are located above my office. However, I haven't lost my mood to go to site to have a look, I haven't lose my mood to go authorities to have meeting with them, I haven't lost my mood to learn. Not so bad isn't it. So what's wrong? There is only one verdict. The problem lie with office people. Often, creator of problems are our own colleague. They are the one who aare alway trying to push all their stuffs to people. Problem happen, they push to people. Credit come they will be the first to take. Is this the reality of office politics or irresponsibity of these people? I believe that many place is the same. So place more, some place less. The only way to counter the problem is to talk less and mind your own business. The more you talk, the more shit you will get. When you are junior, you get bully. Hmmh, I am not saying all companies like this. Many are like this ba.

What to do.? Times are bad ya. Will I be able to take it? Hmmh, if really there's one day in which I have had enough, it will be the day whereby I have achieved my objective in this companies.... Enough of grumble. Oh ya, happy bday to Mayday's babies.. Happy Bday.. Even though my bday has past, I am still in bday mood.. Haha.. Happy Bday to you....

Thanks for all your wishes

2009-04-12T15:21:00.002+08:00

Thanks for those who send me smses, call me, msning and posting messages on facebook to wish me a happy bday. I had a great one. 27th le this year. Time passes by so fast. Had a BBQ at my house area on Friday(10th April). Attendee were my brother, Juan, Pay, Hsien, Michelle, Lock, Weiling, Sze Wei and BC. Was looking forward to a dry dry weather on Fri but who knows it keep raining. Initially thought the BBQ would be postpone or change to a steamboat as the rain keep pouring.

But luckily, the rain stops at 6pm. The sky must have heard my calling, requesting it to stop raining. There we can have our BBQ starting at around 7pm. I have live here for 12 years and it's my first time having a BBQ here. The feeling is so homely. Hmmh we ate, chatted and play around and at around 1o pm, they give me a surprise, grabbing out a cake. Its a D24 durian cake from emicake. Hmmh the cake was great. After singing the bday song, they present me with a gift, a white levi's polo shirt. I feel so touched.

After the cakes, we decided to call it a night for a BBQ. They knew that I love KTV and they were suggesting KTV. Immediately I think that since the night is still young and long time also never sing le, I decided that I would borrow my dad's car to drive to International building there for my 2nd round of activity. This time, the participants were me, Lock, Pay, Juan, Hsien and Mich. Juan went home to bath after the BBQ while I bring the left over food up. While, Hsien, Mich, Lock and Pay follow me upstairs. I decided to go for a bath first as I sweat so much and my shirt stained with BBQ smell. After I bath, we decided to set off in my dad's car. I drove Hsien home to grab her jacket, after that we went to fetch juan. B4 12 o clock, I received a number of smses from frenz to wish me happy bday. So touched. It was 12 o clock while I was driving and once again they sang bday song to me again. Feel so touched. Touched for the 3rd time for the nite. At that moment, I feel that I am very lucky, to have so many frenz around me.

We arrived at 12.45am at International plaza and we proceed with our singing. We sang till 6am and we decided that we would go for a drink b4 heading home. Initially we wanted to go Mcdonald near clementi road there but car park close le. Then I drove them to Bukit Batok lorry carpark to drink. It's a place where I began my first full time job after NS. That time I drove lorry the time. That was 4 years back. Had some beverage and after that I sent all of them home b4 I reached home at 7.30am. Then went to sleep till afternoon.

Woke up around 4pm. Quite tired so I decided to postpone my buffet meting to next 2 weeks. The BBQ activity was enough and ful filling for me.

Also I would like to thanks Justina for celebrating my bday in advance on 6th (Mon). Thanks for your movie and dinner treat. I had a great time with you on that nite. Thanks for being such a great frenz, remembering and celebrating my bday with me. I know your exam is coming soon le. Jiayou and work hard k. I am sure you will do ok and dun worry so much wor.

Thanks special frenz and ruiyi for your smses, thanks dovey for your wishes here, Thanks Joanna, Sharon, Jiaee, April, James, Wendy, Benjin, Kristy and many more.....

A very big Thank you

Voice back le

2009-04-02T00:33:00.002+08:00

I m getting back my voice le.. Still a bit sore. Initially thought 2, 3 days will recover but it suddenly worsen. First time in my life that I got voice box infection. I try to kge while bathing. Still can't pull up my " Jia Yin" I guess it will take me more of a while to go.

As usual, I am still slogging for my work. It seem that there are alway lotsa issues to settle. Nevermind, tired a bit also worth it de. I am learning everyday. This time is just right for me to work on my career, learn lotsa things and earn some bucks. Looking at last sat at the students who come to recruitment talk, made me think of myself one year ago. A year ago at this time, I am still a student and at this very moment, I am studying very hard for my final exams. Deep in my thought at that time was to must pass and must be able to start work in Jurong on June 2th, 2008. For those taking exam soon, Jiayou wor. I dunno how many of the students who listen me talk on that day will come visit my blog. I think I have one of you visit my facebook and adding me liaoz. Thanks for showing so much interest in my talk.

I had my new lappy with me. It's HP brand. However, although it's nice but finger stains will be left behind on the keyboard, mouse pad and the screen if hand sweat. Must keep wiping.. Although it's a bit of a hassle, I still think function wise is okie de. Last Fri night, house tv broke down, sat was too shag and sick to go buy. Sun nite, I went to gain city to buy a brand new 32" LCD LG tv. Was great. The salesman was professional and I get to know a lot about the product in my 2 hours at choa chu kang gain city.

I was sleeping last night when I saw Vanessa in my dream. Don't know why she will appear in my dream? M I thinking of her? Or she need to tell me something. Weird. Have you ever dream of a frenz who u never see for a long time appearing in your dream? Wat does it mean arh? Does it mean u miss her? Does it mean something is going to happen? Or it's my brain drifted too far into woderland while sleeping?? Anyway, different ppl have different opinion. What's yours?

I think I m use to online and using computer for the whole day. Feel weird without playing and not switching on my computer everyday. Is the same as like never on tv for a day. Feel weird weird one. I guess tv and computer have been a daily routine and it's our habit to on them and hear the noise coming out from them. M I over relying on them? I think so. When I was young I m addicted to TV and TV games. As I grow up, computer became very common and online became my daily routine. Chatting became part of my life. I love chatting.

I also realised something about myself. I realised that when I sell a product or manage to persuade someone to buy a product, I had a very very gd satisfaction. The satisfaction is greater than what I get from my current job? Why arh? Haha.. M I suited to become a sale man? Discovering this aspect is a bit of too late? I hope not so. Actually, sometime I feel like working as a sale person, achieving targets and earn lotsa bucks every mth but mah every job got its pro and cons. My job as a civil engineer also not bad la. I make a difference to the infrastructure in certain part of Singapore. Hehe...

Sound naggy isn't it? Ok la, I shall stop here.

Lost my voice

2009-03-22T01:21:00.003+08:00

This morning I woke up, realised that my throat is so pain, flu get worser. The worse is when I want to talk, I realised that I have difficulty. I have lost my voice and I find it so hard to talk. I dunno when I will get back my full voice, hope they are back soon.

Coming Soon

2009-03-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

Had dinner with Justina tonite and follow by a movie. The movie title is call coming soon. Horror movie, ya quite horror. Hehe.. Overall not bad la, even though it's horror, we can still hear people laughing away at times. Haha... Plot of the movie a bit dun understand.. But still enjoyable to watch.

After that we went to Fair Price Xtra to buy groceries. Can say each of us got 2 bags on our hands. I bought big big strawberry and I m loving it.. Juicy and yummy..Long time no go out after work on weekday liaoz. Overall feeling is great. At least not so tense and stress up.

Will nbe another fresh day tomo..

IT Fair

2009-03-16T23:44:00.002+08:00

Its once a year IT fair and yes, I have been to Suntec for 3 days out of 4 days for the IT Fair. First day of IT fair I didn't go as it was on a thur. I began my first racky mission on Fri after work with Sze Wei. We went to have a look to find out all the prices for various items. Beside going tothe fair I plan to go Funan to racky also but couldnt do so on my first trip as it was too late. Then after we couldn't racky Funan, we went to racky Audio House on Liang Court to look for digital cam price and LCD TV price. Then Sze Wei and Me decided to end our final destination with dinner. Wat a shag day.

On sat I decided to set off early to Funan to racky as I couldnt manage to do so on Fri. Supposed to meet Wei Jie and Sze Wei to go together but Sze Wei kanna Mob and Wei Jie need to work and will join later. Suppose to meet Jensen for dinner but couldn't fix a time due to unconfirmed schedule. My didi was saying he needed a mini. Thus the 2 of us went down to racky Funan at 4pm. I managed to find my HP lappy at a reasonable price but stock run out. I paid $500 deposit and this coming Thur I will go down Funan to get the lappy and paid the remaining money. Then my didi racky for his Mini. Also out of stock. We decided to proceed to Suntec to try our luck on lap top mini. Manage to see the mini, I try to bargain, bargain n bargain. Finally manage to help didi upgrade his Ram from 1 GB to 2GB. Better than dun have.. Hehe.. And my didi manage to get a free mouse too. Met up with Wei Jie

Then mah it was 9pm le. Havent get digital cam, so we quickly go to canon booth to get a digital cam. Canon Ixus 870. Not bad yah. Cost me $519 with a number of freebies. Left silver colour only Then after that we went to changing appetite to have our dinner. Took a cab home as didi taking mini and we dun wanna squeeze in MRT. Wei Jie haven't get his LCD TV so Sun will be another day for us to do our final shopping.

Sun afternoon, I met up with Sze Wei, Wei Jie to go down to IT fair again. Terrible and Horrible was wat I can say. First, Citylink was flooded and have to queue to use the escalator at city link. We decided to get out of City Hall MRT and cross the memorial to reach suntec. Was raining lightly and we got drenched when we reached suntec. Sun objective for me was to get Mobile Broadband. Queue up for 1 hr to get a queue no and waited for another hour to get the USB sticks. M1 one. Why so many people cos SIM card and activation fee all wavier for all mobile, broadband deal. Gd Deal isn't it. Wei jie bought a china I phone. Hehe.. He was also eyeing for a LCD TV but price very steep. We were touring around samsung area. Then I test water, try to bargain but was unsuccessful. The sales person say u wait till 9pm then we see la. So we decided to wait.. Haha... We decided to go for dinner 1st and wait. Tell u, the hall was full, I fell down twice cos kanna push by 2 kan jiong aunties.

After dinner, we went back to check out the status. Then mah, closing sales got offer 32" LCD TV for $699. So we thought it's a gd deal. Wei Jie bought it and we decided to see got cab anot. In the end, queue for cab was long. We proceed to the starbucks to drink coffee to wait for cab quque to shorten but didn't happen. In the end, we took MRT back. 3 days of weekend all spent at IT fair.. Haha.. Sort of special this year.

Chongqing Steamboat Ingredient

2009-03-02T00:13:00.004+08:00

I have asked my colleague to buy back some ChongQing Ma La steamboat ingredient from Chong Qing as he frequent that place some time back. He bought 5 packets of different brand one for me. Today I open one pack and cook and wow, it's gd.. I put in various ingredients into the pot. I didn't use a steamboat to cook but just use a normal cooking pot to cook. Prepare it as a soup. It's gd enough.

One thing I notice is that I shouldn't put in prawn cos if put in prawn, the soup taste change le. Not as nice. Afterall, it's not bad ya...Thoroughly enjoy the foods. Had it for lunch and dinner.Hehe.. I guess I will get him to buy more packs for me when he go again. I shall organise some steamboat party to invite some of you to come and try. Hehe.. Went course this week and I ate this on Friday afternoon at market street there. Not bad but the chicken chop was pre prepare. When I purchase, it's not that warm. I love warm food...

Another week is coming liaoz.. Will be busy with work again.. Jiayou everyone...

Winner for Teriyaki Chicken

2009-02-26T23:40:00.002+08:00

Congrats to Audrey, who come up with the correct answer. The bowl of Teriyaki Chicken Rice is $5.50. Available at Yishun. Therefore, you win a bowl of Teriyaki Chicken rice from me. We shall fix up a day for the meal. You can dine there for free now le wor.

Runner up is Ling, who is very close at $5.90. Initially I thought you will win but last min Audrey pop up with the exact answer. Don't say your luck is not gd wor. It's getting better.Very close to bingo. I will have more contest line up on my blog for my regular visitor to win more gifts, stuffs, foods. To encourage my regulars bloggers, he/she will get a surprise gift from me at the end of this year. I will announce the detail of the winner in November 2009.

Can know more about me and can win prize, why not right? Juz a click away. Before I go for a bath, I will like to thanks Justina for participating in the contest too. Thanks for being my regular blogger. Wish you all the best for your coming mock exam wor. Must get good grade arh.

Japanese Curry

2009-02-23T00:12:00.009+08:00

Tonite, I have the mood to cook so I decided to cook Japanese curry. I walked to the nearby supermart, grab some potatoes, some onions, some carrots and a pack of chicken thigh meat and quickly headed home to cook my curry. I quickly take out my mum's equipments, a chopping stove and a knife. I start chopping the veggie immediately. Once chopped, i placed all the ingredient into a pan, put in some veggie oil and start to cook them. Warm them up. Upon the completion, i put in the curry,. Here is how it looks like.. Hehehe..

I ate the curry together with the yam rice my mummy cook.

I met up with my NTU buddies on saturday and together we went to have Japanese food after a whole day of hanging out at Harvey Norman and Gain City. We travelled from Jurong point, then to Ang Mo Kio and then to Yishun just to look at LCD TV and Digital Camera. Here is simple quiz to reward my regular, simply guess how much this bowl of teriyaki chicken rice cost and you could win yourself a bowl of teriyaki chicken. The winner will get this treat from me and I will make dinner arrangement with the winner to go eat the food as specified in the picture. Hehehe... Can just tag your answer in the tag box or leave a comments. I welcome sms also wor. The answer and name of the winner will be mentioned here. If no one participate, then I save a bowl of rice le wor.

Vday 2009

2009-02-15T19:44:00.022+08:00

Happy Vday and frenzship day to all.... I suppose all of you have a great vday. I am back for a while after disappearing for a moment. Well, been busy with work. Not doing much recently. Just busy with work, and going to gym after working hours to train up a bit of running before I head for my IPPT next month, on March 7th at Khatib Camp.

During chinese new year, i went to genting with parents and my brother. Just 3 days 2 nights at the place. We drove up there, it took us about 5.5 hours to reach the summit of the genting. Fast isn't it. But taking budget airplane then transfer coach will be easier. It took us about 4 plus hours to reach KL plus rest in between the toll station for toilet break and refreshment. Due to my bad experience to genting last time, I won't dare to eat any tibits on my way there. Just bought lotsa fruits to quench my thirst. Didn't manage to play theme park there cos whole family was in the casino. No kakis to go theme park play with me.. Hehe..

Next time must get people with same interest to go with me. In the picture below, you can see the KFC that I had when I am in Genting, the picture which is in yellow is the chicken rice offer by KFC in Genting. Consist of rice, chicken meat ball soup, a drink and 2 pieces of crispy chickens. They have cheese wedge inside of cheese fries.

While on my way home, I saw this pocky (Singapore) in the petrol kiosk but in msia, they have different name wor. They call it Rocky.

Well had a few meal of Japanese food lately, hmmh quite nice.

Also met up with my NTU buddies for dinner last 2 days. Went to this "Just Noodles" if I never remember wrongly at suntec to have our dinner.

Met up Aud yesterday for KTV. About 2 mths never ktv le. KTv was fun. Time flies by very fast. Her surprise for the day was the agar agar. Hehe.. For dinner, due to vday, every where also crowded, we walk here and there, finally manage to find a place where there are not much people le. In Woodlands Library de Cafe Galilee.

Ubin Trip On Feb 7th

2009-01-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

Will organise a Ubin cycling Trip on February 7th which is on a saturday. Sorry to those who received my sms saying on 8th, which is a sun.. Thanks for the reminder on the error. It mean that you all are very awake. This trip will cycling around ubin to explore the island, plus coconut drinks to quench our thirst.

Interest party please sms me your name. I am currently compiling the list. Still finalising the meeting point and timing. Depending on the response. Hehe.. Happy New Year wor.

Chinese New Year Kuai Lai Le

2009-01-24T23:49:00.003+08:00

Work work and work till also forgot alway new year le.. Hehe.. An early happy chinese new year to everyone wor. Basically now in my life is work work and work.. I also dunno when will become free again.. Hehe..

Beside work, I will find some time off to meet my frenz too. This week met up with Justina, Wei Jie, Sze Wei and Jensen. Just finish some new year shopping today. Last minutes then do shopping, unlike me wor. Alway early early go grab. This year quite rushing.. Hehe.. Last year de this time still studying neh. Now mah, working liaoz le. Time flies again. Can slow down? I am trying very hard to catch up.

Recently been crying.. Yes, am crying.. Watch the show on SCV, 新星星知我心 from the tape recorded by my mum daily. The storyline is too touching. Makes my tear stream down from my eyes whenever there are touching scene. Damn weak. This is a show which made me cry so much. Never have this feelings de. The plot is really too pity. My tears keep jetting out from my eyes. From salty tears become plain taste. Dunno why like this. This show made me understand lots of things. Treasure a person when he/she is around us. Very important. Must treasure person around us...

Have cakes, dessert this afternoon with my shopping kakis..

No Pt So Agitated

2009-01-19T01:14:00.003+08:00

Was chatting with Wei Jie and Sze Wei after our game of badminton today. Was talking about work. Indeed, we talk abt a part of the harsh working environment and people around us. Well, after going through so much discussion and thinking. I think that we have to keep our cool and no pt getting too agitated over comments made by people who are not simply committed in what they are doing and pushing all roles to us.

As long as we try our best, we do not have to care about these people's comments. I fully agree. I will not take these people words, criticism to heart. In fact, any problems with happening around me I will take it with ease. If really can't sort the problem, will feedback to boss. Simply, people who r not committed and not responsible I dun wanna waste my time explaining so much. No use one. Really great to have someone to talk and share opinion with. Really made my day a bit less stressful.

Coming 2 days will be on course. Break a while from office ppl. I foresee lots of phone calls, well, who cares... Talk after my course...

Good Designer?

2009-01-13T21:40:00.002+08:00

Well, was thinking through some comments made by my shifu in office. "You come here 6 months and you still dunno how to do design? Ask me to design for sump and now sewer" Sort of hurt by his comment but when I think of it, what he say is might be right. I think I have not worked hard enough in terms of design. I have been loaded with projects, authorities meetings, outstanding and new issues that are happening daily. Settle all these issues and paper works have took up almost all of my time.

When I wanted to do design, things cropped up. Helps not given and many things and times I am left to fend for myself. I need to wake up and come to my sense. I need to get my priority right, learn my design fast. Not borned smart, I should be extra hardworking to make up for this ' not smart' factor. I will work doubly hard on design and learned all necessary design programmes, learn fast so that I can cope with my work well. For this year 2009, mastering design will be my priority and my wish. I know that I need to learn fast in order to cope with my work scope and load.

Despite this stressful work load, I would still like to thank my shifu for knocking some sense into me. I will work hard, doubly hard.

Work work and work

2009-01-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

Thought that I can be more relax in January but it doesn't seem so. In fact more busy. Works are alway never ending. The most hectic schedule in my life. Hehe.. Study also not so powerful. By the way, just watch red cliff 2 with the lucky winner for the other tixs.. Haha.. Quite nice.

Give rating, will be 4.5/5. The last 0.5 will be too much battle scene make me blur, dazzle at times. Haha.. I thought I couldn't get the last mrt home as the show ended around 11.10pm at vivo city. When reach Dhoby Gaut MRT station, I run arh run arh, in the end find out that there's still mrt.. Hehe.. Had dinner at Barcelo at Vivo b4 movie, the food mah not bad. Will try post some photos up soon.

Also first time queue up to go in theatre as it's free seating.. haha.. Many first time wor.. Weekend is here. Football nite tomorrow.

Won a pair of Red Cliff 2 movie tixs

2009-01-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

What a way to kick off my new year, with a pair of movie tix won. Next thur at Vivo City at 8.45pm. Red cliff 2 is a movie that I am looking forward too. Long time also never won prize le. M feeling a bit lucky. Hope I win 4D soon.

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-01T20:43:00.002+08:00

Wanna wish all of you a happy new year. I hope every wishes u made, every dreams that you wanna fulfilled will all be able to be completed and come true for this coming year. For those who is studying, I wish you all the best in your studies, must get good result k.

For those who is working, I would like to wish you great career advancement and satisfaction for you. For those who is looking for a job, I would wanna wish you the best of luck to the get the job that you would want. For those who wants a relationship, wish you all the best in getting a great partners.

Let's enjoy the coming days of 2009 with lots of joy and fun. Thanks Pay, Hsien, Michelle, Juan, BC for spending the new year eve with me. Hope you all have a great time. Steamboat, Wii and mahjong were great. I shall record it here for memory. Thankyou all my frenz who send me new year smses. Friendship forever.

Merry Xmas

2008-12-25T20:51:00.001+08:00

Merry Xmas to all...

Busy Saturday

2008-12-20T21:10:00.002+08:00

This is the busiest December that I ever had in my life. In the past, December are holiday break where I can relax myself an go for some short trips to Malaysia. If not, I will be working part time during this period. This is the first December in which everyday is very busy. This period most of the people are on leave and when I needed help, I couldn't find the right person around to help me.

I have to be very independent in order to cope with all the work load and I am trying my very best to deal with these projects that I have. Thank goodness that I have good bosses who will care for me. Whenever I have problem, I will consult them, they will provide me with a listening ear then even help me if required. They are really so good. Thank you bosses. Also these 2 weeks, I also have to thank my buddy Kaiying for helping me with some of my work load. You have really help me a lot. If you are reading this entry, wanna tell you that you are good enough for the job. Must have more confidence k. Just receive my confirmation a few days ago. Itr's been 6 months that I am in this company Jurong Consultants. I am really happy to be here and I hope I can be here for a long long time. People have been great. wanna thanks those colleague of mine who has been helping me. A big thank you to you.

I know that some of you will be working with me busily for this coming 1 week and we will be busy over the xmas period. I am sure we can tide this period over together. I miss all my frenz. I miss you all. For those whom I havent got a chance to meet you, I will arrange for a meet up soon once I am not so tight on my schedule k. Hmmh, friendship is very impt to me and I will treasure everyone of you. Nvtheless, I received quite a number of smses from you all to tell me to take gd care of my health and don't overwork. I am really touched.

I hope all of you will enjoy your weekend.... Xmas is coming already. Grab someone to spend with you k.

Meet up with a long lost friend

2008-12-15T23:25:00.003+08:00

I met up with Shaleni today at City Hall Mrt today. We went for dinner at my favourite, changing appetite. Haha.. This changing appetite mah was introduced by Gina lo..I am in love with the pork ribs there. Just had pork ribs with Justina (Mona) a few weeks back. Haha.. Shaleni was my pri 1 friend and we have not met up for many many years already. We were chatting about the things that we used to do when we are in pri sch and I realised that we really do lots of things together.

I remember we play rubber (Country eraser) in the class and we got caught by the teacher. Teacher ask her and another of my frenz to play rubber in front of the whole class and she won.. She was really at that time Haha.. After sch, we will meet up to go old woodlands central, the emporium to go walk walk and window shopping. We love to chat and we are very noisy when the teacher was teaching. I still remember we were chatting away when the teacher was teaching and we got punished by the Maths Teacher, he made us copy timetables from 1 to 12 for 50 times. It all happen during our pri sch days and when she did mention some of our common pri sch frenz, I did have some impression on some of them. Couldn't really recall all la. Hehe..

She had a pict of me when I am in pri 4.. Gosh, I can't wait to see that pic. Wonder how I look like back then. I really enjoy that moment and how I wish I can go back to the time. However, it's not possible and I can only have a sweet, memorable memory of that time.

I enjoy my pri sch days and I love woodlands pri sch. Hehe... Do you love your pri sch too? I hope u do have a great time with ya frenz back then.. hehe..

M going away to Doha Again

2008-11-23T14:39:00.002+08:00

Will be flying off tonite to Dubai. This trip quite last min, decided on Fri that I will be flying. Went to submit the tender during my last trip and now shortlisted for an interview. Shall be back on Thursday afternoon. Everything seem so rushing.

More Foods Pics

2008-11-16T22:14:00.003+08:00

I saw some more pictures which I suppose to post quite some time back but in the end didn't. I shall post them now here to remind myself that I have had these food before. Hehe..

Picture 1 is Sushi + carrot juice. I ate them for dinner when my parents were away to Genting.

Picture 2 is Jap at Sushi Tei, I had them with Gina about 2 weeks back.

Picture 3 is the Hawaii chicken I think. I had them for dinner with Justina when we met for the movie "coffin" at Lots one. Hmh, it's at New york new york.

Chocolate pop corn

2008-11-16T22:07:00.003+08:00

Was flipping through my hp pics and I saw this the chocolate pop corn which I bought from bazaar a week back. I think I bought it on 07/11/2008 at my company's weekly bazaar. It's quite special and taste quite nice. It's $4 a pack. I think I will buy it again when it's on sale on bazaar next time.

Chocolate pop corn on sales.. Nice..

Events for this week

2008-11-16T21:50:00.005+08:00

Not doing much lately. Been busy with workings. Tonnes of things happening in the local projects. Just been assign 2 more local projects. Oversea projects all given to others due to local project committment. Would love to travel oversea but think have to be on hold on and work on local one first as I would need to have more local projects experience.

This week is quite a special week as it's my mum and didi's bday. Their bdays are just 2 days apart. This week I only go out on 1 day which is on Thursday. Went out with ling to buy her cd and after that we went to Tampopo, which is located at Liang court for dinner. It's a japanese restaurant and food was quite okie. We try their black pork cutlets. Not bad though. Next time we will try to eat others menus. Eh, variety of food was too much and we took about 10 minutes to decide what we wanted to eat after going through the checklist. Hehe.

Went vivo to get the cakes for mum and didi. Not carrier, have to use hand. This is the dark chocolate cake which I have bought. 1kg one. Not bad right? hehe..

Dining at Tampopo at Liang court. Try their black pork. Not bad. Portion was huge and it's worth the money.

It's my didi's turn.

2008-11-13T22:56:00.001+08:00

Happy bday didi. 25th le...

Happy Bday Mama

2008-11-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

It's my mama's bday today. Happy bday to you mama...

Drink

2008-11-01T01:41:00.003+08:00

Juz back from drinks with my NTU's buddies, Zhixiang, Ka Aik and Seng. Met up with them at Woodlands here plaza 888. Brought a bottle Jacob's Creek wanted to drink with them but in the end never drink cos at Kopitiam, atmosphere not right. It's been sometime that I have met up with them. I am glad that everyone is doing very well. Happy for them. Graduated from NTU for about 5 months le and we have stepped into society le. Time really flies. It seem that we were in NTU yesterday. While studying at NTU, how I wish I can quickly graduate so I can quickly step in society to work. Now I think otherwise. Well, really complicated thinking right? Hehe. After graduate, I never really have a good break, been working temp job at Pan United as they wanted me to help rush through Jms. Then very fast start work at Jurong Consultants. Work arh work also about 5 months le. Really very fast.

I am enjoying my works at Jurong Consultants. Gots lots of good colleagues and friends inside. Although work schedule is tight at times but I do really appreciate their guidance, esp my Shifu Goh Kian Lee, who has been providing me with a listening ear since week 1. That time I am really stuck in a relationship feud and he is the one who is beside me providing me a listening ear and providing me with guidance. Can say that at that time I am not myself. Now, I have find back myself after a few months of thinking through, advices from family members and friends. Friends and family members really play a very very important role in my life. I would like to thank all of you who are reading my blog. I have made up my mind to move on with my life with my focus on career now. Relationship wise, I will let nature take its course. Cannot rush. Love take time to develop. Comfort zone take time to form and security take time to strengthen.

For movie, yesterday went to watch a movie with Justina. The movie title is Coffin. New show wor. Eh not as frightening and scary as I expected. hehe.. 88 minutes pass by so fast wor. Watch at Shaw at lot one shopping mall. Eh, the air con is really cold lo. Cold until a lot of people halfway go pee. I am one of them arh. Hehe... had dinner at new york new york yesterday b4 the movie. Menu change le, no pork ribs le. Kinda miss the pork ribs there. Well, I will go to Changing Appetite for pork ribs next time. Any pork rib taker? Hahaha..

Planning to go for Hokkien Concert. Think won't be able to get anyone to go with me. Haha.. Maybe I have to go myself. To make it attractive I will buy 2 tixs, c who wanna go with me lo.. hehe.. Tired le, go sleep le. Must enjoy my weekend cos next week will be a week of cheonging for work.

Site Visits

2008-10-26T21:54:00.005+08:00

Site Visits... The lakes are man made lake. Nice, isn't it?

Dinners and Lunches on my trips there.

2008-10-26T21:20:00.008+08:00

Breakfast at Ramanda Hotel

Dinner at Chinese Restaurant

KFC for Lunch

Chilis for Dinner

Dubai Lounge Food for Dinner

Hotel Pics

2008-10-26T21:09:00.011+08:00

I am not the guest of the week. It's my colleague Colin. He is very lucky. Got the honour to enjoy the cake with him. As he's the guest of the week, I also kanna some a room style and size similar as his.

Salad

2008-10-26T20:57:00.004+08:00

I decided to make some salad tonite.. Hehe.. This is how it look like. Dunno my my hp cam take de pic become so blur le. Wanna make it look delicious but hor, never turn out to be lehz. Need to buy a digital cam.

Need to improve my chopping skill. Haha..

Busy Schedule.

2008-10-21T21:50:00.008+08:00

This trip to Doha is definitely a very busy one for me. On sun, the moment we arrived at Ramada hotel, Colin was told he was guest of the week. Wow, he got many priveldge which I get to enjoy too. We took a short rest and immediately we carry out final editing, compilation and arranging for tender documents. After that we went to the printing supplier there to print 12 sets of documents.

Been to site the whole day yesterday. Was trying to locate the three locations for the three packages as the plans given do not tally. Lost in our way while trying to find the sites. After we been to the sites, we went to collect the documents and we head back to office to tidy up the commercial bid, tender bonds bid and we arrange all documents into paper box.

This morning, we headed straight to the UPDA to submit our tender documents. Then we met up with some sub consultants to discuss the possibility to slash their prices and networking to see whether we can be involved in their projects. They were quite impressed with us.

Finally meetings are over and I am back in hotel room to take a rest before I will go for dinner. Some pictures before I go. Not complete set.

Lounge at Dubai Airport

Buffet In Lounge

Cornflakes for Breakfast and Chinese food for Lunch

Bird Eye View of Doha

Fly Away

2008-10-17T20:15:00.003+08:00

M going to Doha tomorrow le. This time will go there throw in tender, meetings with sub contractors and visit the site. Will be a pack schedule. Finally finish my tender content today. After 3 weeks of hard work, m finally done. So happy. Have a fulfilling de feeling. Hope we can get at least 1 project. Will have to bring the 3 sets of document over there. Go there must duplicate another 9 copies. Have standby all binding rings, papers and etc.

A new project coming in for me, will be working with Shi Fu. I will try to study hard de so not to disappoint shifu. Hope I can have a gd sleep tonite. Thanks all online pals, buddies for all your encouragement throughout these three weeks. Appreciate it very much. For those still rushing through projects, assignments, Jiayou.

Have a great weekend wor. Mine will be spent in flight.

Body's aching

2008-10-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

Went badminton with Wei Chieh and Sze Wei yesterday. Today feel the effect of body aching. Gosh.. Haha.. Havn't exercise for a while le. Been rushing Doha tender. Must finish quickly cos the tender deadline drawing near le. Guess, I m going to work till 4am again for this coming few days. Oh god..

Happy Birthday

2008-10-08T23:00:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to you. It's your 23th Birthday le. I hope that you have had a great birthday today. Hope everything go smoothly. Jia you.

Shop Till I drop

2008-10-05T01:30:00.020+08:00

Embark on my shopping trip today. Planned my journey last nite but I finalised it this afternoon where I made some changes to it. First destination would be to royal sporting house to look for a pair of shoe in which I wanted to get for ages. Those people who follow met up with me know that I m trying to look for a pair of shoe for running. Manage to get it today, finally. Been looking for some bargain, however, alway run out of my size which is US 10.5. Got a pair today. Although not my favourite but to me, it's gd enough. Haha... Look like this.

Sze Wei was with me when I was purchasing this shoe. Hehe.. After that we realised that it's almost time to meet up with the rest for dinner. As I am not done with my shopping yet, I ask Sze Wei to meet the rest at City Hall first while I go Bugis to get my bags. Wanted to get a sling bag. Went OG first to look at the sling bag. Ask the sales girl, she say OG member got 10% off. No OG card so go BHG as I know they have the same bag which I want. Go there saw my bag, this time 20%, of course I decided to grab one. Haha.. While looking, I saw another bag which I like so I decided to purchase it as well. The 2 bags look something like this.

After finish purchasing, I quickly go join up my NTU mates, Wei Jie, Sze Wei and Jensen for dinner. We ate at the "Just Noodles" where the dinner got free flow of ice cream and drinks. Basically it's jap food. My set meal look something like this.

After eating, we proceed to royal sporting house as I need to get shorts for gym. Manage to get 2 pieces which look sometime like this:

After that, jensen went off to meet his frenz and the 3 of us went to starbucks drink coffee. Drink arh drink till forgot to go home. Saw the watch and it's 11.30pm. We walk briskly to the MRT and manage to catch the last train home. Heng arh. Tomo might be going Queensway with Wei Jie and Sze Wei as they want to buy sport shoes. Ask me help them bargain. Haha.. Sat jiu end like this le. Time flies

Concuss on Hari Raya

2008-10-01T20:26:00.003+08:00

Was too tired. Slept for the whole day today. Really can't do much things. Very tired.. Drained out le. Try doing some of my work but concuss halfway. Luckily today it's holiday for me to catch up with some sleep to replenish my energy.

Painted Skin

2008-09-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

Went to watch the movie "Painted Skin" just now alone. Yes alone.. Haha.. Quite nice movie. I would give it a 4/5 for the story plot but mah if got someone beside me, I will give another 0.5 that make it 4.5/5.. haha..

Went to watch at Yishun GV. Haven't step in for a while le and the moment I stepped in, it remind me of my family movie outing over 10 years ago. I choose to go alone cos I only got ONE ticket and I wanted to watch a movie by myself today to experience spending time alone. It was great. It was nice. I love the moment of being alone at times but mah got people accompany still the better. I so talkative, just can't stop talking. Hohoho..

Back to business, these few days will be issuing of food to frenz which I bought from Doha. Wait for my call wor. Those who got my smses or call are the lucky one. Those didnt get mah jiu have to wait le. Hahaha...

Back!!

2008-09-27T09:49:00.001+08:00

I am back. Now preparing to go sleep le. Very tired. Never get to sleep the whole night... Gd nite.

Doha Trip 2

2008-09-22T14:04:00.001+08:00

M flying to Doha this evening for work purpose. Second time le there. Will be back this saturday.

Doha Business Trip 1 Picture Part 3

2008-09-17T23:30:00.016+08:00

Doha Business Trip 1 Picture Part 2

2008-09-17T22:19:00.011+08:00

Smses

2008-09-11T22:22:00.003+08:00

Before I start talking about smses which is my topic, I shall wish ruiyi a happy birthday. Hope you have a nice day wor. Eh, was on the journey home just now and was really bored on the MRT. So I took out my hp, wanted to send some forward smses to friends. Choose a nice one and start sending out to friends.

As I were sending out the smses to close frenz, I realised that there are some frenz who I have not contact for very long le. Eh, seem like their names have parked in my sim card for very very long. So I decided to send them some smses as well. The more I scroll, the more names I saw... Haha.. But in the end, I never send to all contacts in my sim cards. Too many le. Send to first dgree, second degree friend. Third degree frenz never receive. f send all, 30% of my smses for the month will be gone. Have you had names in your sim card in which you have not contacted for a long time? Why not send them a sms to send your regards to them?? Afterall, it's not a bad idea to tell them that you care.

Couldn't get in MSN

2008-09-10T23:31:00.003+08:00

Wanted to get in Msn but mah dunno why can't log in. Perhap it's computer de problem.. Been trying for half an hour le but still can't lehz. Perhap, it's not my fate to chat tonight. Haha..

Just back from Gym a while ago. Recently been spending quite some time in Gym.. Need to lose some weight. In the gym got my personal trainer, he's there to help me achieve my target. He will be there to advise me on what to train and what foods to eat. A friendly guy indeed. Been doing some jogging on tread mill.

Hope to see some effect at least.. Now shall wait n see le.

Blog Reopen

2008-09-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

I decided to reopen my blog today cos its 090908 which mean jiu jiu ba= long long . Sound really nice to me.

Recently been not doing much. Been to gym after work every alternate day. Trained myself a bit cos like growing fatter and fatter. Juz wanna keep fit a bit. Hmmh, not much of oversea project for me at the moments. Local projects mah, m still settling issues with Nparks wor. Trees are very precious in Singapore and it really hurt N parks if trees were to be removed for construction. I can understand how they feels. We wanted a clean and green Singapore right? Hehe..

Was talking to my senior, Hongying this morning. She was saying something in which I think really makes sense. She say that we shouldn't think too deeply into comments and issues made by others and we should treat it with an open heart. Come to think of it, I really mind what people say about me and think about me too much. Indeed I think this really give me stresses and people around me stresses. I shall try to maintain a peaceful and open heart. I think I might have problem doing it but I am sure, I can more or less do it.

Let time prove it. Many times, I have been rushing stuffs too fast and I dunno why I am rushing for? Now I know what I shall do.. It might be a little late but it's never than never. Will try my best ba to be a useful person, think sensibly, don't worry unnecessary and be panicky.

On course for this whole week.

2008-08-21T21:51:00.003+08:00

Been not blogging for a while le. Eh, this whole week mah, I am on course. On course for a week. Learning Sewer Cad and Gems. These two softwares are for designing and analysing manholes, pumps, sewers They can be used to calculate catchment areas, stimulate storm scenario, calculate pipe velocity, pipe discharge and many more. Really quite gd program. Hehe..

Saw Vannesa on MRT today. Really coincidence. Whenever I change my job, I will get to see her. She's with her bf in the packed MRT. She also just change her job.Nowadays train going toward Raffles Place is really very packed in the morning. Really no place for manovere. Stuffy.

Will be meeting up with the NTU buddies tomo for dinner. Weekend is coming. Time to relax and enjoy..Just finish giving out the last portion of souvenir from Doha yesterday night. Finally after 3 weeks, I am able to distributing all souvenir to all of my friends. Eh, m looking forward to more business trips if can.

New Blog Skin

2008-08-08T01:14:00.006+08:00

Would like to thank my blog designer, Jin for her hard work. Thanks for helping me upgrading my theme to starry starry night. Have that blue bora bora beach background for quite some times le and I think it's time for a change so everyone will find it more refreshing. Hehe..

Oh ya, have been back from Doha for a week le and havent yet to upload the pics. I have put some in friendster and some in facebook. Here I would like to put some too, for those loyal supporters who never go to my friendster and facebook, here's some pictures that I would like to share with you all. Effects not as gd as camera going to "koya" soon.. Hehe.. [Due to some connection problems, pictures will be uploaded asap]

Photos corrupted

2008-07-29T18:36:00.003+08:00

Was happily snapping photos and camera suddenly corrupted. Gosh, some of my pics are gone.. Oh no... Now the time in Doha is 1.38pm. 5 Hours slower than Singapore. Now Singapore office off work le.. Eh, the weather is so hot here. Lots of sand blowing here and there.

Didn't manage to grab hold of any souvenir yet. Well, should go see how later or if not tomorrow. It was a great time here. An eye opener for me. Hehe.. Basically the foods and things here more expensive than Singapore. Hehe.. Should blog about more when I am back with more photos.

Convocation, so wat

2008-07-26T14:48:00.002+08:00

I m damn pissed off with my father. Becos of him, I can't take pics with my frenz. Dear frenz, I m so sorry. Wanted to be early to sch to take pic with my frenz and my parents. Asked my dad to come fetch me at 4.30pm from work so I can reach sch a bit earlier to take pics. Then he came at 5pm.The excuse he gave was that his frenz say go sch so early also no use, sit there nothing to do. Never even consider my feelings. Damn piss off. If I know earlier, I won't ask him go. Reach sch 5.20pm le. Only manage to see a few frenz and I took only 1 pic with Zhixiang. Then rush into convo.

After the convo which ends at 8pm, I wanted to have a great dinner with parents and wanted to take some pic but my dad say he wanna go rush back office join his frenz for buffet. Damn pissed off. I should have stay with my frenz and dun follow his car back. My mum wanted to eat the food at sch also and becos of my dad's eagerness to meet his frenz at Yishun area, we went off so quickly. Never get to see any of my frenz and take any single pic. I really have nothing to say and is damn damn piss..

Next Monday going Dubai le, will only be back on Friday.. Everything seem very rushing..

Just Back

2008-07-25T01:10:00.003+08:00

First time I wanna do is to thanks my " shi fu" Mr Goh Kian Lee and his wife for visiting my blog.. Hehe.. " Shi Fu" you say I never update my blog now I update le. Hehe.. Thanks for your guidance for these past 2 months. It's been a great pleasure to work with you and share lots of stuffs and learning a lot from you. You have really given me lots of encouragement and support all these while.

I m still awake this time is becos I just back from outside. Shopping with my sisters, Juan and Hsien. Wah, really crazy today.We bought quite a lots of stuff. I finally get a suit from G2000. Now having great sale lehz. 50% off male and female shirt, suit, pants and skirt. Got UOB debit and credit hor, additional 10% lehz. My $200 suit only cos me $90. Promotion till 27 July. Those reading this blog, if you need something, quick go grab. Don't forget to bring ya UOB card along wor.Just try out gown. Tomo gotta attend the convo with my parents. Wanna take leave de but morning got project meeting so have to attend. Decided not to take. Maybe year end then take leave go somewhere stroll stroll.

Sleepy le, got to go le.. Fri le.. Woo hoo..

Busy Weekend

2008-07-20T22:05:00.002+08:00

Went to Jin hse yesterday. Play Wii at her house with Sing and Ling. Eat steamboat too. Now can feel the effect of shoulder ache. Hehe.. Went KTV with Zhixiang, Seng and Cecilia just now and I enjoy it. Been to KTV for consecutive 3 weeks le. KTV is my interest and I dun mind every week go also.. Hehe..

Tired le, going to sleep soon le. Think work again tomorrow. Sian. Nitez

Just Back

2008-07-19T00:35:00.002+08:00

Just back quite while. Met up with Justina just now. Have dinner and we chat and eat. Took us 1 hours plus to finish. Then walk walk mah. C watch already 10 plus le. So decided to make my way home.

Was quite tired today so later supper session with Juan and Hsien was cancelled cos I couldnt make it. Tiring day today. Gotta sleep le.. ZZZZZZZ

Reunion after 2 years

2008-07-16T21:37:00.002+08:00

Met up with Jason today. Last met him 2 years here. Hehe.. This time he was here to check on status of the server room at Intevac. My ex company where I work part time during the holiday. he say he enjoy my company when he's in singapore and I really make his day. Really feel appreciated by what he say.

He is like a younger brother to me. He treated me dinner at Ichiban sushi. Wah, his chop sticks skill is gd. Haha.. Ate le, he say tired so I send him to cab stand and he went back hotel. Fri going back le. All the best to u k Jason. See you in September in Singapore again. Then go home after meet him, meet up with mum go shopping. Haha..

As for work, nothing much today. Met up with Ah Chui to discuss on a water project. Need to complete in 3 weeks. A bit of dunno how to start. Keke.. Beside these, nothing much le..

Tired le.. go sleep soon. Nitez..

Tree Photo

2008-07-15T20:27:00.002+08:00

Today quite tiring day. Sweat a lot. Been to site to take photo of the tree. Hehe.. Take quite a number but mah not all yet. Have to go down again. See which day ba. Tired.. Hehe.. Sprained my neck yesterday morning. Damn pain.

Now still pain.. Hehe.. Couldnt sleep well le.. Going for a breather later as the breeze is so nice tonite.. Hoho... Gotta enjoy the night seeing stars and the breeze. So carefree..

Back From Movie

2008-07-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

Headed straight to west mall after my work today. Went to catch the movie " Chi Bi Part 1". Quite nice lehz. 2 hours plus movie. However still got part 2 wor. The most impt part is all in part 2, where using fire to burn all the vessels. hehe..

Wanted to use OCBC debit to purchase the tixs as I thought got discount but mah dun have. Hehe.. 4 of us went. Me, Kechang, Zhenxi and Jianxiong. 6.25pm de show. We had dinner at 6.15pm after we purchased our tixs. Was so so rush. haha.. I was yawning during the movie. Haha.. Tired ba. Monday lehz.. Anyway, today still okie. Haha.. Ah chui suddenly ask me help him do lots of stuffs thru email. There goes my tomo as it will be a very very busy de day in the morning.

Have to go take photographs of many trees at a site. Gosh, no one to help. Maybe can go on thur or fri, bring singlet go change. The site is at Buona Vista. Hehe.. Sort of sleepy cos yesterday nite mah never sleep properly, sprain my neck le. Hehe... After this m going to sleep soon. So so tired.. Nitez..

Rainy Nite

2008-07-13T23:36:00.004+08:00

It's quite late le and I am not home yet. Now at Juan's house. Wanted to go home de but hor heavy rain. Went to causeway point crystal jade to get some bread for my didi as he say no bfk for tomo morn to eat. Buy le then meet Juan for coffee session.

Talk talk and talk until forgot that it's time to go home. When I was about to go home, it rain heavily. Wanted to take umbrella to go home but rain was quite heavy and windy. Scared bread kanna rain. Hehe... So decided to come up her house to sit a while to wait rain smaller a while before setting home. Then decided to blog a bit. Haha..

Basically nothing much today. Was resting at home the whole day. Shiok feeling. Every sat will try go out enjoy a bit and sun will try rest at home ba. This arrangement is pretty gd I suppose. Will be what I m looking for. Working in a few hours time le.. Sianz lehz.. Haha..

Basically I m trying to find back my own self le. I m sure as the days go by, I will get better and back to original. Thanks all my goodie frenz for being here with me for these period, helping me to get back to my original self. Without you all, I wouldn't be able to find back my feet so fast.

I should try not to think so much and I will not keep blaming myself for all those past issues and things that has already happen. No use crying over spill milk ba. Look forward is what I wanna do now. Jiayou to myself and to those who haven't find back themselves.

KTV

2008-07-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

Juz back from KTV session and a dinner at carl junior with aud and jin. Sang lots of songs and lots of sad songs I sang and one song that really caught my mind is "Tian Tian Xiang Ni". This lyric is very special to me cos it's her msn de topic. I really like this song and its lyric. They are meaningful and really good.

After ktv, we walked to Marina Shopping Centre for dinner. On our way, we saw fireworks. It's the fire works from the marina there. I really wish she was beside me to enjoy the lovely view with me but I know is not possible le. Then mah proceed to dinner. After that mah jiu home le. This is how I spend my sat.

Now going to do dad's work. Sun coming soon le. A day more to rest b4 start work.

4D day

2008-07-12T11:44:00.002+08:00

It's weekend and also the 4D day. haha.. Have u bet? Can bet but not too much ba. A few dollar of investment will be enough. Applicable to those 18 years and above. Those who is less than 18 years old, disregard my sentences k.

@Home

2008-07-11T21:51:00.002+08:00

I m at home after work. Eh, didnt have mood to go out and really a bit tired le. Was online all the way looking at some stuff and thinking through some stuff. Lots of issue I couldn't understand but that's not really very important.

Lots of things dun need reason to explain their occurence. They just occur. I m not sure do u get my meaning anot? Hehe.. Drew up some plan to repay my tuition loan le and thinking of how many credit cards should I get. Don't know which credit card was gd. The purpose of getting credit card was for oversea use for booking of hotels and expenditure, that might be required in for my job in future. Not really gd to bring lots of cash with me.

Now got job to do for dad. Gtg...

Fri @ work

2008-07-11T13:04:00.004+08:00

Couldn't surf my blog in company as blogspot.com was marked as an block list of webbie in company network but somehow still can update a bit as blogger.com still okie. MSN and online web messnger/program's all been blocked for the purpose of productivity. Just feel like updating a bit as I have lots of things in my heart. Before that I wanna show u all some pic first. Densification of sand.

This is called vibroflotation method that is used to densify the sand layer below the ground level. Taken at a site at Tuas. I went to the library during my lunch period and I walk arh walk, end up at self improvement section. Pick up a book, stress management and read thru. Look thru some of the pages and find do the questionaire, result was medium stressful. I guess I m not that stressful as I have initially thought I were.

I do have some frenz around me when I m feeling down and stressful and my mum n brother alway provide a listening ear. But what abt her? She does not have close frenz and only can confided in parents. I guess in this case, I m more xinfu than her. She got problem also can't share with much people while I can share with a number of you. I really admire her in her ability to handle things herself. I have alway have some directions in life, that is to be successful in life and have a gd family that can support me. I have alway wanted to settle down a bit earlier and form a family but I never know that I can be so rushing when it come to this matter in the relationship. This has indeed caused her lots of stress as she wanted a carefree relationship and not considering marriage at such an early stage. For this case, I am really sorry for causing her so much stress. I do understand that planning for marriage cannot be done in such an early stage in a relationship as what we wanted might not turned out the way that we wish for.

Lots of things happen within the last few weeks and when I look and think back, it's really quite frightening that lots of things that shouldnt have happen have happen. I regret all my actions and the ways of dealing and handling with the situations. I wish that times can be turned back so I can handle or try to prevent these things from happening. However, it's not possible and now I can only look forward. I just hope that time can heal the wounds inflicted and I really hope she can be well and be happy. I know that this is the only way she can c wat I wanna say. I do hope that all of you can have a great weekend.

Problems...

2008-07-10T19:04:00.003+08:00

It seem that my life's been in a mess for these 2 years. Everything's been so so messy. Parent's relationship is strained. My own relationship also strained. Job's strained. Everything seem to be in tension. I need to relieve my tension, tell people, people feel tension. So I decided not to say much to make everyone better.

I m at my wit's end. Everytime got think of solution but it dun seem to work. I think I need to go far far away to get back myself and avoid this messy world, messy people and messy life.

I have fought very hard to try get wat I wanted. Some manage to get and some slip away. This is LIFE... Happy times r alway so short, very short. I knew that many of u have tried ya best to cheer me up and so. Thanks very much. I will be thinking of wat I want for these while. Meanwhile, I dun really feel like speaking very much and meet up very much. Appointments I have made, I will go ahead as planned. After that I will not make any appointment to meet up for these while.. After I m done with myself, I will then meet up.. Need some time to cool down. Hope u all can understand.

Shocked.

2008-07-08T18:07:00.002+08:00

Got a shock this morning when I c Dr Chui in my office. He is joining the same company as me and he will be my colleague. For those who do not know who Dr Chui is, he is my NTU lecturer. Teaches me Environmental Engineering when I was in year 2. Never expect he will be my colleague and I will be working on a water project with him.

I went back NTU to buy my gown and collect transcript le. Saw lots of frenz and of course I miss her. The moment I stepped into NTU, I really feel like crying but I saw my frenz and I held back my tears. Had lots of fun moment there studying and also with her. I really hope that she dun hate me.Afterall, damages have been done to her and I hope that as time progresses, she will be less hurt. I m not feeling any good either.

Convo this July 25th and my parents are coming. Just hope that they wouldn't feel bored by the event as it starts at 6pm in the afternoon. Shall c whether I can take some pic with them. Now looking for studio to go take family pics. Havent decided which one to go. Shall go ask the price in these few days ba.

Thank You

2008-07-05T12:39:00.002+08:00

I would like to thank you for giving me such a memorable 4 months. It has been the most happiest moment of my life. My character of eagerness of wanting to do things quickly and wanting to get things right whenever I think there's problem have indeed given u lots of stress. I suppose this is my character and I have take note in this and will be not be rushing in whatever I do in future.

Currently, I m taking time to calm down and been talking to my counsellors to reflect my behaviours, actions and seeking advices on how to improve my own life and people's life around me. I think there is no wrong or right in the relationship. It's suitability of character and the degree of compromise that can be reach. Persons with similar character would need less compromise, where as people with huge difference will need lots of compromise to make things work. Quarrels and Arguments at this stage is not a bad thing as we can see through our differences and from here we can know each other better. To be in a stage of comfort and not having any difference and discovering the problems late can be very damaging. Differences and problems discovered early will more or less give us time to react and solve to ensure these kinds of problem will not happen in future.

Another most important factor to have a long relationship is be ourselves. Often, we want each other to be happy and we try very hard to please each other very hard in order to see them happy. There's a limit of what we can do. Overdoing it will hurt ourselves. Other party will be happy but not us. Accumulating these unhappiness in our heart is really very tiring and over time we will explode. Just like what we have. Eventually we become not ourselves and gradually we feel stress and very xinku, tired and dun feel like seeing and talking to each other.

Communication is very important. It got to be 2 way. One way is not enough. I know you have try your best to communicate with me and sometimes, I never manage to absorb things in. I have say I understood and will do de but my eagerness to do things quickly pin me down. I am the sort of person who need assurance. Sometime if I think I never get them, it will make me feel insecure then I will imagine and think too much. Thinking too much at times can be damaging. I never use to think so much before in past relationship. Perhap, I m trying to hard to keep this relationship sweet, good and lasting, I tend to think so much. I get to understand that in order to cultivate a gd relationship is the same of growing a pot of plant. I need time, effort, suitable and right amount of fertilizer for it to grow healthy. In this relationship, I think I have put in too much water, fertilizer hoping it will grow fast. I just think of wanting relationship to grow but I never pay attention to substantial time and the right amount of fertilizer is required for relationship to bloom.

Afterall, time will heal our wound and we will become a better person and know what we want as time progress.

Clueless

2008-06-14T13:04:00.003+08:00

Have not been here a while and I suppose I shall update my life a bit. Lots of people have asked me about my life. Well,I have been busy with my work. Doing some design and clueless about how I should start and how to approach the design. Lots of people to guide me along and I m quite lucky they are around.

As for my relationship mah, have been going well and I m enjoying every moment with her. Know that you will be reading my blog. Would like to say a big thank you to you for supporting me all these while. Know that recently, you are not in a good moodie, I hope that you will be able to get over these period soon and be happy again.

Going for a family chalet later for a gathering and I hope I will be able to enjoy myself. Know that I will be in charge of BBQ for the family again as I have just receive a call from my uncle, ask me 4kg of charcoal enough anot. Hehe.. Will be the master chef tonite.. Haha.. IT fair is on and if u want to get some gadget, do go k. There are lots of people swarming into the convention hall. U have to have enough sleep and mood must be gd b4 u go. If not, u will feel frustrated, giddy and blur when people are squeezing here and there. It's my personal experience ba.

Anyway, I do hope all of you have a great weekend. For those who read this entry after the weekend, have a great week ahead.

Sweating is gd..

2008-05-20T22:57:00.004+08:00

Went swimming and jogging today. Sweat it out and I feel much better, so much better. Jogging give me times to ponder stuffs in my mind. There have been some issues in my mind these while and I have manage to straighten most of them out le.

I loves jogging and I will go for more some more in the coming few days.It's a time when blood pump into ya head and the blood circulation cause ya brain to be more active and only then u will realise that u can think much better.

It's been great after exam and I enjoy every moment of time spent with dearie. Gd and happy time really passes by so fast. When u look back at the watch, u realised that those happy times that u have do not wait for u. At ceratin times, i do wish that time can stop at some of the happy moment that we have. However I know, it's not possible. All the incidents that have happened, whether it's gd one or bad one can only be kept in our memory. Gd times never wait for people.

I do really want to have lots of gd and happy time but I know it is not possible to be happy alway. There r days where we r emotional and sad. I do wish all these can passes by quickly. However, they do not pass by as fast as we wanted them to be. We just have to accept it and bear with it. Ups and down r part and parcel of our lives and we should know how to deal with them. For me, I m trying very very hard to deal with the downs. Perhap I have try to hard to make everything so perfect and happy, in which I think I m giving my self and others stresses unnecessarily. I also think that I m very selfish at times. Many time I m too persistent and I tend to act without considering other people's feelings. Everything I want it my way. I should have spare some thought s for others before I decided to act on my own.

I realised that I have so much areas to improve as an individual and it will take some time for me before I can make some improvements to my characters, actions and behaviour. The more I ponder, the more weaknesses that emerged.. It's really scary, really frightening to see so much lousy, irritable weaknesses... I really don't know what I can do.. Really don't know.. I feel that I m lost in myself.. Totally lost.. I never have these feelings before until now.

There is one guy whom I think who has a near perfect characters. I couldnt find any weaknesses in him. His characters are so perfect that I envy him sometimes. He try very hard to touch the heart of the gal he loves but in return, he still couldnt move her heart. He never gave up.. Until now, he is trying... The gal is moved but do not wanna accept him. She say she is touched but mah no feelings.. Gosh, how many gals wanted this kind of guy.. Yet she is one lucky gal who does not know she's in luck to meet such a great and wonderful guy.

Can a change of characters to better one make others more happier? I wonder.. I really wonder what should good people do in order to be with their loved one? The effort that good people put in can be easily overlook by a bad guy who can touch the gal's feelings.. I really hope this guy can moved the gal that he have been hoping to be with. Afterall, not every gd men can be rewarded, there r bad people out there who can easily get gals and toy with their feelings. Good and bad is just a thin line apart..I really wish for the gd but that's life isn't it.. Not everything can happen as smoothly and perfect as people want them to be.. God, pls help...

Final lap to go

2008-05-03T22:21:00.003+08:00

Was having a fyp meeting with my buddy and we were talking abt women. hat's wat we say. Women generally like men who r nasty to them. Those guy which r gd to them, they dun like. I suppose that those guy who r bad give them a feeling of freshness and a bit hard to get feeling? Or those guy who r gd to them give them confidence to boost their status even higher.

He was saying that b4 his mum married his dad, everything is gd, even though he think his dad is bad to his mum b4 marriage.. Then after marriage, the mum then complain his dad say this not gd and that no gd.. To those gals who belong to this category, learn to treasure ya men around u and not look around for fresh thing cos once these gd men leave u, u will definitely regret...

Learn how to treasure ya partner is definitely very impt.. Do not take them for granted.. Once they r gone, it's too late..

Jogging in the rain

2008-04-24T19:44:00.002+08:00

How many of u have actually try jogging in the rain? If u have not try b4, I can tell u that the feeling is great.The rain drop slowly massaging my face while I m jogging. The tinkling feeling on my face made jogging extra comfy and all my stresses and boredom just fade away. Well, I have been feeling very bored and crazy, wanna explode le. Bored at home and everyday my routine are very standard. Wake up, eat, do a little reading,sleep.

How I wish the exam r over soon so that I can go out with dearie and enjoy. This moment I wanna go out but when I am outside, I will be thinking that I should be trying to study instead, this feeling make me feel guilty... My last paper is on 28th April which is the coming monday le. I wanted to do many things, watch movie, eat sakae sushi, ktv, chalet, swimming and the list goes on.. I guess I would have to wait. Afterall, a few days only ba..

How many of u have the feeling as I do.. I think not many.. How can I expect myself to be at home when i m an outdoor person.. Hehe..

Thanks People

2008-04-13T22:02:00.002+08:00

Had a great birthday. Thanks everyone who wishes me happy bday. May it through hp or call. Nice to have so many gd frenz around. Good time alway passes by so quickly. Rushing thru notes, preparing for my exam.

Great to have u around by my side to support me. Feel very fortunate and thank you very much...

Canteen 2

2008-04-05T00:49:00.004+08:00

Tried this ice cream snow at canteen 2.. Best flavour dont have le so mah no choice but to have this chocolate oreo. Hehe..Took with my hp. 3.2 mega pixel but dun seem to be clear. Maybe is my lousy skill..

Missing u..

2008-03-23T03:26:00.003+08:00

I m missing u.. Missing u badly... How I wish every min and moment I can spend with u. Been listening to the radio whole day long and wat I can rem on the radio were the loves song. Every love song played on the radio are desccribing on how I am feeling for u...Looking at ya nick on msn simply drive me crazy.

11.30pm, my tears uncontrollably start to roll down from my eyes..The tears were rolling down in a huge amount, it just simply can't stop no matter how hard i try to.. It's been a long time since it happen. I don't why it happen, it must be the feeling of missing.. missing someone badly and the person is u.....

I love u..

Letter Of Appointment Done

2008-03-11T18:41:00.002+08:00

Went to M7. Got the appointment letter done. Well, terms and conditions basically sorted out. Have to renegotiate as the time draw nearer again. Hopefully will be challenging enough for me. After all, this is my first job.

Back From IPPT

2008-03-08T09:16:00.003+08:00

Well, I just came back from IPPT. Wah didnt really finish the test. Last station running never take. Body too weak to continue le. Went to chong pang to buy breakfast home to eat. Grab some dough stick for my family cos they love it.

Here I m, now slacking in front of the computer and resting. Will be going for a bath, eat bfk and catch some sleep soon. Monday going to company to sign letter of confirmation. Hope I have made the right choice to go to the company. The company is called magnificent seven. Never heard of it right? Hehe.. It's a private company.

Hope that I have a great career path ahead of me. B4 that projects to rush.. Have a great weekend.

Last lap

2008-02-23T12:45:00.002+08:00

Well, now having my last lap in sch. Rushing through final year project and meanwhile attending job interview while I can. Life's been busy these while but real sweet too for me and I hope the sweetness can continue.

Been to lots of places for the new year period, relatives, frenz's house and collect lots of hongbaos.Thoroughly enjoy every moments and minutes with frenz and families. Look through quite a no of blogand most of them were blogging abt new year so I decided to talk a little on them too.

No photos yet but I will have them done up soon. Haha.. Eh,quite a number of my regulars complain I have not been updating so I decided to come and blog a bit today after surfing frenz's blog. hehe. Do continue to come wor. Will update as much as I can. Been driving around during the new year period, thanks from the pickup from the company. It's been a great feelings and whole host of events. Thoroughly enjoy it. Very enjoy..

New stuffs...

2008-01-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

New year around corner, having new stuff this year. Paint the whole house, buy new set of sofa and install new water closets. Hehe.. Everything also must new de. 11 years le since a major upgrade and change.

Open house this year for frenz to come.. Haha.. Many of you have been asking me when u all can come, all right make it this year then.. See ya.. Inform me when u r coming ya.. Hehe...

That's all.. short n sweet. Don't want long story if not will bored u all de.

Sch Start and final sem to go

2008-01-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

Sch just started this week. Times flies. I am hoping to get over my final sem in NTU. Just hope that I will be able to graduate in time and go into the society to work. Been studying for many years. This year already 26 years le and from 7 years old, have been to K1 and study all the way till now. Gosh it's about 16 years of studying life minus the time in NS.

Almost a third of my life gone like this. Really amazing right. Haha.. Won't be studying in the short period of time after NTU. K book k till sian already. Many of you say study is better than working. I do agree to the extend is because of the rest and holiday that we get to enjoy but when u get to working life, many times we have to forfeit our weekend and some time even holiday due to work committment. Actually I don't like studying that much, it's because in this society, we really need a paper in hand in order to get a more decent pay. Of course, entrepreneur is one option but not every one is born one. If everyone can be, there will be no workers.

Will be hoping to grab some job experience and from there, I will plan wat to do next. A step at a time. Will be pursuing the stuffs that I want after my study. I have lots of thing in which I want to pursue, however they will be carry out at different stages in my life. Lots of things that I wanted to do. So if you have got things u wanna do and yet to do, do plan for them and carry them out k. Don't leave any regret behind. Enough of preaching, see ya soon....

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2008-01-06T14:57:00.000+08:00

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Happy New Year

2008-01-01T18:42:00.000+08:00

Would like to wish a happy new year to all. Let's welcome year 2008. For this year, I have set some objectives to be achieve and I hope all of them could be fulfilled. Just a week to go before sch start. Still left a sem. I will jiayou to ensure that I graduate. Need to graduate in time and to start earn money. Hopefully everything will go according to my plan.

I am sure all of you have some objectives and wishes to fulfilled. Hope all of them will come true for ya k. Hehe.. Happy New Year and have lots of fun..

Brief Update of these 2 weeks..

2007-12-23T01:58:00.000+08:00

Just a brief update of wat I have done for these past 2 week during my disappearance. Met up with Ruiyi today to go watch "The war lords" and of course b4 that we went to eat Ajisen again... 2 meals of Ajisen within 24 hours for me. Haha.. Also met up with Audrey b4 meeting Ruiyi to get the xmas card. Also Ruiyi pass me her xmas card to be pass to Audrey. Haha.. Complicated sia. Haha..

Yesterday ma went with NTU mates, Weijie Yuzheng, Sze Wei and Jensen to IMM to eat dinner. Ajisen lor.. Haha.. After that Jensen go off and 4 of us went shopping. Hohoho... Also been working for these 2 weeks. Went back Pan United to work again. Sharon, my project manager msn me b4 that ask me interested to go back anot. So mah, I go back help out lor. Also met up with Hsien and Juan b4 Hsien went off to Australia. That was last week. I am sure Hsien must be enjoying in Australia right now. Haha.. Fun lehz I supposed. Also met up with my dear frenz Tracia last week. Had pasta mania at Toa Payoh and had a few hours of chat. Nice chat though..

Last weekend also met up with Kechang and Andy for KTV. Andy left in the midst of KTV and Kechang and me went play LAN after the ktv. Great one.. Hehe.. Result coming out soon on 28th Dec.. Scared arh.. Been having nite mare abt them. Nervous sia...

Now sun le, will be meeting up with poly mates later for ktv at cuppage and a xmas dinner at breeks at Marina. Further more to be blog when I am done with the event. Nice, fruitful weekends. More people to meet wor. Hopefully I can get to meet up with them b4 sch starts... Hehe.. Enjoy..

Busy day In Sch

2007-12-08T01:03:00.001+08:00

Morning reach sch at 9.10am and started to push all the ingredient into drum for concrete making. Pics as shown below.

At nite, meet up with Jin and Ruiyi for dinner. Dinner at lemon grass.

End of day...

A tiring day..

2007-12-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

Just came back from suntec city. Met up with pam earlier. Chat a lot of things. Havent seen each other for quite some time le. B4 that, I was in sch for the whole day preparing materials ready for casting of concrete which starts around 9 hours later.

Koon liaoz.. Gotta be a long day again.

Subject Registration

2007-12-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

Went to sch 12 plus today to register my subjects for next sem. It was pouring heavily today. Feeling cold. Then help shi hui with her cylinders demoulding. After then went IMM eat dinner. Had fish n co. Great atmosphere there. The waitress super friendly. Maybe wanna get the fishbone award. Asked her for whether she want fishbone award, she don't want. Paiseh I supposed.. Haha..

Forgot to take the pic for main dish.. Haha..Thanks for your treat shihui.... Will be back to sch tomo wor to do more work for the coming 2 days..So fast break for almost a week le.. Times flies..

Spring Cleaning

2007-12-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

Was doing spring cleaning for my room for the whole of Tue. 11 big bags of trashes. A lot right. I clear my sec sch de stuff till poly de stuff. Gosh, secondary 3 n 4 got so many stuff still inside my cabinet. Today they r in the trash, same as poly notes.. hehe..

More spring cleaning to follow. Next, later mah going to sch to register for next sem subject. After that might go tampines area for a late lunch. Program yet confirm. More to blog when I m back.

Computer exhibition on Sun & Project in sch today

2007-12-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

Had a great sunday with Hsien, Juan and Poon Chuan at IT fair at expo yesterday. Was great. Bought nothing but others bought theirs. I was there to help Hsien give my opinion and window shopping. Then we went bedok had our dinner. Lots of food at the food centre there. Order a few type of food, share and eat. Hehe..

Then jiu take bus go to causeway pt. Went pasar malam. Then go home.Was in sch whole day till 5pm today. Was doing the formwork in order to cast concrete this Fri. Then a technician approach us and he help us with our making of formwork. Thanks to his help and my hammering, we were able to finish the formwork by 5pm. Tiring...

Yawn, going to bed le..

Hehe.. QJX= my name and SuYZ was my buddy de name...

KTV at Chinatown

2007-12-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

Went KTV earlier with Aud, Ling, Jin and her bro. Started at 2pm till around 6pm. Then Aud go for her frenz wedding while the rest of us went to the central to eat ramen.

Working on Final Year Project

2007-11-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

I m back sch today working on my final project with my parnter Yuzheng. Wanted to post up some pics earlier but have not done so.. Hehe.. K, I shall post some up now.. Have been doing these stuff for these half a year. Will be doing more..

Casted 2 slab sample that looked like this. Preparation For Impact Echo Test.

Use steel ball bearing rod to hit the slab. Our sponsor doing happily.

It's my partner Yuzheng's turn. Concrete cubes are not spare! (20 of these).

Wack Wack Wack till hand aching.... Prepare for 2nd test, UPV test.

Doing diagnosis for slab to see got anot illness. Change of position.

Okie, 3rd test: (Rebound hammer). Last test, crush the cube (Cube explode!).

End Of Exam

2007-11-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

After 2 weeks of busying digging in books, finally it's over. Went Ktv with Xiang, Seng, Aik, Sharon after lunch at clementi. Hehe.. After that at nite, went west mall with xiang and sharon. We went coffee bean and sit down for abt 2 plus hours, chit chatting away..

Gotta be back in sch tomo morning for final year project..

Drunken State

2007-11-27T02:15:00.000+08:00

My dad is drunk tonite. As expected, know he will be sad as he couldnt see his mistress anymore. My mum has asked for a divorce if he decided to stick with the woman. Since he has decided to stay with us, he should leave the woman.

He dropped to the floor the moment he reached home. Very sad to see this scene but he had to stand up soon. I have done what I can for him. Nothing more I can do le.

Lastly I would like to thank aud, jin, hsien, juan, justina, xiang and pauline for your care and concern and willingness to provide me with your ear. Really appreciate them and I m glad to have such a gd frenz in you. Really happy to have you all around. Catch up with ya soon after my exam. I will be strong and do my best with all your constant encouragement and support. Thanks Jing too for the exam wishes..

Betrayal

2007-11-26T04:08:00.000+08:00

25 years old marriage and the love can be so fragile? What actually went wrong? No enough family love, friend's bad influence or becos got having a little more extra money to do things that many men wanted to do?

My dad and mum have been married for as old as I am. All these while, my dad gave me an impression that he's a responsible, hardworking man and a man who care for family. I have alway wanted to follow him in this footstep. However, I was wrong, he had an affair with one of the night club hostress this time and how I know. It's when I m trying to help him change his phone plan then I encountered these a malaysian mobile mobile in which he will call a few times daily. This is the primary reason of his high phone bill. My mum were hopping mad and she couldn't sleep for the whole night for yesterday and today. She is very very sad about it and she need our console and some words whuch can calm her nerve and not to let her think in a negative way.

My brother and I as my parent's son were also feeling very disappointed and sad over this. My brother had tried his best to talk to mum. However mum's still feeling very down. So I had to gave my listening ear to her today and console. I think I will have to carry on for next few days. It's affecting me in preparing me for my final paper but no choice, I have to get over it. Thing just happened at the wrong time.

I have seen these scene in many dramas and I never think it will happen to me. My mum just finish scolding my dad. She reprimanded him for about an hour. I couldn't sleep and was outside the living room listening to my mum reprimanding my dad. My mum bring out lots of issues and my dad simply kept quiet and he tried to deny. However, proofs were all with us. He had no way to further deny what my mum brought up. Wanted to join my mum to say my dad but see him kanna bomb by my mum for one hour non stop, I decided to postpone my preaching.

My view of my dad is destroyed completely and I feel like a victim of a soon to be "broken" family. I hate these feelings and I don't want these feelings. I also do not want these feelings to happen to any of my friend or my family members in future. It's terrible and my heart simply can't stop bleeding and my mind can't stop thinking... Feelings is simply too hard for me to take.. Too pain, really very pain...........................

KTV and mahjong session

2007-11-25T02:54:00.000+08:00

Just back not long from mahjong session from Hsien's house. Before that, we had our ktv session today at woodlands, from 2 to 6pm. It cost us $9 per person, of course using voucher and Juan's discount card.

4 of us, Juan, Hsien, Pay and me went to ktv. After that we went to Woodlands Botak jones to eat our dinner. Then went pick up a red wine and head on to Hsien's house to play mahjong and drive at the same time. Never win any money but also never lost any. Hehe.. Luckily last min recoup back the losses earlier.

Pay's boy send us me n Juan home. Thanks for the effort. There's something that my dad have done to upset and disappoint us.. Terribly sad over it. Hope I can focus on my exam and i have to for my last paper on 29th

Back to school for Final Year Projects Stuff

2007-11-22T00:57:00.001+08:00

It's day 56 today and it's time to conduct experiments for my concrete sample. Will be back in school at 9.30am later.

Juan cry today...

2007-11-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

Done with the 2nd paper today and ate dinner with Sze Wei at causeway pt b4 reach home. Then Hsien call ask me for dinner. Told her eat le but will be meeting her if she and gang are dining at admiralty here.

I met them as they decided to eat here. Met Hsien, James n Juan up at 8.15pm at admiralty mrt foodcourt. Then they go buy food. After they come back, I was feeling hungry so go buy some snack eat. When I came back, I try to talk. Juan told me Hsien was angry. Puzzled, I decided to eat my food as I know Juan must have made Hsien angry. Then hor, Juan and Hsien quarrel. Quarrel over work stuff. Juan broke down and cry and Hsien left in a huff. She throw the chopstick into her bowl, stand up, resulting the chair hit a malay woman next door. She left.

Juan was crying and Jame go grab her some tissue. Then hor people look at us, as if like me n James r bullying Juan, resulting her to cry. I try to tell Juan abt my view but she say I same view pt as Hsien. Then Hsien called lo and I talk to her on phone then left James and Juan to talk. Talk to Hsien over the phone, trying to help pacify things. Then jiu decided to go home. Reach home 9.30pm. Never thought will have such a nite.

It's been 10 years since I saw Juan cry... So sad, so ke lian. I bet she might have bottom up all the frustration in her heart and explosion tonite. Well, I hope everything will be fine between Juan n Hsien soon...

Sometimes, things happen for a reason and we need to be flexible and know how to find way to tackle the problem instead of being persistent. Stubborn persistent will only bring frustration to parties involved. Temper is another cause for breakdown. Sometimes we r just unable to curb it at the most angriest moment. Often feeling remorse of what we have done to opposite party afterwards. I know the feeling of curbing temper is hard.. Really hard....... But we have to try and do our best.....

Clock ticking away...

2007-11-13T01:07:00.001+08:00

Oh, tomo is my first paper. Feeling quite nervous and excited cos abt 1 year never take examsle. Last sem was on attachment and the only module that I took was a prescribed on science. Not core so not so stress. Tomo one is my core. Hope that I m able to do.. The feeling is undescrible.

Wish me luck, wish everyone luck...

Exam Coming...

2007-11-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

Exams just around the corner. Getting nearer and nearer. 14th, 15th which is next wed and thur are my first 2 paper. 3rd paper at 20th and last paper to be on 29th.

Hope able to clear and after 29th plan to have ktv cos the partyworld voucher end at this month. $20 off voucher. Hohoho.. Interested people can tag along.. Hehe..

Gd luck to all having exams at these period. Jiayou.