Character

Yesterday was having dinner with Pay, Hsien and Peifang. We were talking on a various topic, on each other life and there was one particular topic in which we talk about guys and girls. Pay was saying that some people don't look nice at the first glance but as the time goes by, she is able to accept the look of the person and in fact it will get better. She say I belong to one of them. Haha.. Mean I m ugly wor?

And he say that guy don't look good also nevermind but mouth must be good. If both also don't have he will won himself nothing. I think so too. Hehe.. Then she was mentioning that I m the sort of person who is down to earth and will treat different people differently. Mean that I will used different approach talking to different type of people. Well, I m quite agree on this ba. Cos not all people can talk joke de mah, I can't be trying to be funny to everyone ba. Some people just can't take it so in front of them, my jovial and more happy side won't be able to come out. But for those "wild" person, I m sure u know who u r. I m sure u r able to see another side of me. Well, I do have some of the character that is common to all de. Afterall I m not a "Bian She Long" which can chang its colour according to its different environment. I m sure every one of u r still able to see my common to all character. Some of the differences are in front of some of you, i might be able to crack so joke, "cold" jokes and in front of some of you, I might appear more serious a bit and less joke as I know u r those more serious de type.

In front of some of you, I might be more talkative, I talk talk n talk cos if i dun talk, everyone is so quiet and some of you say you r used to me making noise le. If I keep quiet suddenly, u all won't be used to it de. For some of you whom talk and speak more, I will not speak as much as possible de mah. Listening to you is great and if I continue to talk and u also talk then hor who will listen ley? hehe.. Well, afterall I think I m not the sort of person whom is hard to understand ba. I m open to everything and I speak freely. If I m not happy, I will definitely voice out ba instead of keeping it to myself. Only at one or two occasion, I chose to keep quiet cos I think that by saying all the unhappy things out at that time will not be pleasing and hurting to some of you. of course, your feeling is taken into consideration by me. As for promises, I will try to keep all my promises and I won't be able to make any more confirmation on any event if i m not 100% sure that I m able to attend the event or meet you all. I know that once promises have been made, we ought to carry out as promise, this is to prevent hurting the other parties.

And I have learn to keep my promises. So next time when you asked me to attend certain event and I didn't promise you immediately. Don't think that I m rejecting you. Its that I might need some time or I have other things on that day. Not that I don't wanna meet u wor. After all, I do treat every of you dearly and each of you really makes an important part in my life. Every of you have been with me at different stages of life. The moments that we shared together, no matter is sad de, happy de, I will definitely remember it in my heart de. I will rem more of the happy one that we have spent together instead of the sad one. Afterall, happy memory are there for us to keep in our heart forever.

Lastly, just wanna tell each of you that I treasure and cherish each of you. No matter at which part of the world, all of you will have a room in my heart and all of you will be fondly remember by me. Hehe..