Temper

Was chatting with 1 of u and was mentioning about temper. Well, u told me that my temper is gd as I can get along with people well and never lost temper. Well I supposed u haven't see my temper yet and over these years, I have try very much to cool down and hold back my temper.

There are still cases where I knew that I have to control myself and not to scold and say those 'hurtful' words but hor in the end I still couldn't do it. Sometimes, holding back these temper is really really very difficult. Now one way to do it is whenever I have some injustice felt, I will tell some of my closer frenz so as to let out my frustration rather than saying these hurtful words. Those listening ears that I get will really minimise my frustration impact and I find them really useful. So these frequencies get lesser. haha.. U might wanna try it out if u belong to the same category with me.. In fact, I also have some great frenz who seldom lost their temper de. Juan is one of them. I gotta say I really admire u for that. This is one area which makes me salute u. If u r reading this entry, I 'salute' u for ya high threshold pt.

Well, I supposed that I have been through various stages of my life where my temper have got me into deep deep trouble, deterioting friendship, working relationship... Therefore, I have know that in order not to have these problem again, I gotta curb myself.. Curbing is really difficult at first but as I proceed I found that I m able to do it slowly.. Afterall, losing temper is not gd and will result in more high blood pressure.. Wah piang... Cool it if u r reading this... Take a break, take a shower to cool down.