Betrayal

25 years old marriage and the love can be so fragile? What actually went wrong? No enough family love, friend's bad influence or becos got having a little more extra money to do things that many men wanted to do?

My dad and mum have been married for as old as I am. All these while, my dad gave me an impression that he's a responsible, hardworking man and a man who care for family. I have alway wanted to follow him in this footstep. However, I was wrong, he had an affair with one of the night club hostress this time and how I know. It's when I m trying to help him change his phone plan then I encountered these a malaysian mobile mobile in which he will call a few times daily. This is the primary reason of his high phone bill. My mum were hopping mad and she couldn't sleep for the whole night for yesterday and today. She is very very sad about it and she need our console and some words whuch can calm her nerve and not to let her think in a negative way.

My brother and I as my parent's son were also feeling very disappointed and sad over this. My brother had tried his best to talk to mum. However mum's still feeling very down. So I had to gave my listening ear to her today and console. I think I will have to carry on for next few days. It's affecting me in preparing me for my final paper but no choice, I have to get over it. Thing just happened at the wrong time.

I have seen these scene in many dramas and I never think it will happen to me. My mum just finish scolding my dad. She reprimanded him for about an hour. I couldn't sleep and was outside the living room listening to my mum reprimanding my dad. My mum bring out lots of issues and my dad simply kept quiet and he tried to deny. However, proofs were all with us. He had no way to further deny what my mum brought up. Wanted to join my mum to say my dad but see him kanna bomb by my mum for one hour non stop, I decided to postpone my preaching.

My view of my dad is destroyed completely and I feel like a victim of a soon to be "broken" family. I hate these feelings and I don't want these feelings. I also do not want these feelings to happen to any of my friend or my family members in future. It's terrible and my heart simply can't stop bleeding and my mind can't stop thinking... Feelings is simply too hard for me to take.. Too pain, really very pain...........................