Sweating is gd..

Went swimming and jogging today. Sweat it out and I feel much better, so much better. Jogging give me times to ponder stuffs in my mind. There have been some issues in my mind these while and I have manage to straighten most of them out le.

I loves jogging and I will go for more some more in the coming few days.It's a time when blood pump into ya head and the blood circulation cause ya brain to be more active and only then u will realise that u can think much better.

It's been great after exam and I enjoy every moment of time spent with dearie. Gd and happy time really passes by so fast. When u look back at the watch, u realised that those happy times that u have do not wait for u. At ceratin times, i do wish that time can stop at some of the happy moment that we have. However I know, it's not possible. All the incidents that have happened, whether it's gd one or bad one can only be kept in our memory. Gd times never wait for people.

I do really want to have lots of gd and happy time but I know it is not possible to be happy alway. There r days where we r emotional and sad. I do wish all these can passes by quickly. However, they do not pass by as fast as we wanted them to be. We just have to accept it and bear with it. Ups and down r part and parcel of our lives and we should know how to deal with them. For me, I m trying very very hard to deal with the downs. Perhap I have try to hard to make everything so perfect and happy, in which I think I m giving my self and others stresses unnecessarily. I also think that I m very selfish at times. Many time I m too persistent and I tend to act without considering other people's feelings. Everything I want it my way. I should have spare some thought s for others before I decided to act on my own.

I realised that I have so much areas to improve as an individual and it will take some time for me before I can make some improvements to my characters, actions and behaviour. The more I ponder, the more weaknesses that emerged.. It's really scary, really frightening to see so much lousy, irritable weaknesses... I really don't know what I can do.. Really don't know.. I feel that I m lost in myself.. Totally lost.. I never have these feelings before until now.

There is one guy whom I think who has a near perfect characters. I couldnt find any weaknesses in him. His characters are so perfect that I envy him sometimes. He try very hard to touch the heart of the gal he loves but in return, he still couldnt move her heart. He never gave up.. Until now, he is trying... The gal is moved but do not wanna accept him. She say she is touched but mah no feelings.. Gosh, how many gals wanted this kind of guy.. Yet she is one lucky gal who does not know she's in luck to meet such a great and wonderful guy.

Can a change of characters to better one make others more happier? I wonder.. I really wonder what should good people do in order to be with their loved one? The effort that good people put in can be easily overlook by a bad guy who can touch the gal's feelings.. I really hope this guy can moved the gal that he have been hoping to be with. Afterall, not every gd men can be rewarded, there r bad people out there who can easily get gals and toy with their feelings. Good and bad is just a thin line apart..I really wish for the gd but that's life isn't it.. Not everything can happen as smoothly and perfect as people want them to be.. God, pls help...