It's May

I am back after a while of disappearing from my blog. Basically for the whole of April after my birthday, I am busy back to work. Work is so so busy that I almost stop breathing. Lotsa things to do and people around me not very helpful. Not helpful nevermind, still complain. Not that I don't wanna do, there are really lotsa work to be completed. So many tasks are so urgent.

I am starting to lose my motivation to work. Every morning when I wake up, I don't feel like going to work. I don't feel like seeing the office people, I don't feel like going for meeting with my client whom are located above my office. However, I haven't lost my mood to go to site to have a look, I haven't lose my mood to go authorities to have meeting with them, I haven't lost my mood to learn. Not so bad isn't it. So what's wrong? There is only one verdict. The problem lie with office people. Often, creator of problems are our own colleague. They are the one who aare alway trying to push all their stuffs to people. Problem happen, they push to people. Credit come they will be the first to take. Is this the reality of office politics or irresponsibity of these people? I believe that many place is the same. So place more, some place less. The only way to counter the problem is to talk less and mind your own business. The more you talk, the more shit you will get. When you are junior, you get bully. Hmmh, I am not saying all companies like this. Many are like this ba.

What to do.? Times are bad ya. Will I be able to take it? Hmmh, if really there's one day in which I have had enough, it will be the day whereby I have achieved my objective in this companies.... Enough of grumble. Oh ya, happy bday to Mayday's babies.. Happy Bday.. Even though my bday has past, I am still in bday mood.. Haha.. Happy Bday to you....