Suddenly have a craving for a song...

Was actually surfing net and I saw an andy de song title. It's called 我的心只可容纳你. I m sure some of u might have listen to me sing at KTV. Yes and this song is very special to me. Only a few of you know why it's special to me. It has got something to do with me and my ex.. haha... When I heard of this song, it will make me recall lots of things, not only on relationship while It's also on Poly life. When this song was released, I was still in Poly year 2 then. Lots of things happened to me during that year, 2001. There were sad ones, happy ones. Hehe.. And now when I think of it, I realised that there were lots of things that I shouldnt do. At that times, perhap thinking was still straightforward, never do lots of thinking and I engaged in things which I shouldnt do and I regret in end.

When u think of your past, do u actually regret some of the things that u shouldnt have done but u did. I m sure most of u will have the same experience as me. Well, andy lau is my idol, he is my idol in the past, now and will be in the future. Every songs of his have mark every stages of my life and I really enjoy it. Be it happy or sad, I have every of these in my mind. It's a never erased memory. Vesak day is approaching soon and well by right I m suppose to be out tonite but I got a terrible sore throat so I cancel my appointment. The sore throat might be due to the heavy sneezing in the morniing. I think I have tear my throat lining again. Once it tear, blood will be every where in phlegm or in sneeze. So ppl, everything u sneeze, pls don't sneeze too heavy, u will hurt ya throat. Once u r like me, the lining wont be able to recover. Every heavy sneeze sure will tear the lining...

As for tomo, might be off to Hsien's house to play mahjong with her, Juan and Pay. Fri nite will go suntec PC shows with my work place engineers and sat will be off to ubin which I have plan a week plus ago. Sun mah havent confirm, if no schedule jiu rest at home. Afterall I need a rest after the continual activities.. Next week mark the end of my IA and Me and the rest are counting down to it. Hehe.. Quite happy. i'll be having a rest for a week b4 continue to cheong for my intersem study. Hehe... Will plan more activtiy soon.. Need to get more and more active... I m gotta enjoy every min and sec of life... U must too...

New Look, New Sentosa

Been to Sentosa yesterday and it has been 5 years since I really stepped into that place and gosh,It's such a great change. The beaches there were really beautiful 'Majestic' view on the beaches. Initially a bright and sunny day but the drizzling came around 4 plus and dampen our progress to the other part of the island.

Yes, Yuzheng and me were there. Why are we doing there? We go there to discuss the final year project topic. haha.. It took us about an hour or so to sort out what we wanted. Got a cup of caramel from this coffee bean and well it's sure a laxative and it effects began to act on us within 2 hours. No la, it's our weak stomach and it's has nothing to do with this coffee. Quite a gd coffee and the ah moh was asking the counter what was that when we grab these coffee on our hands.

Proceed back to vivo by the tram express after we finished our exploration. Hehe.. Went to Tiong Bahru to eat walking to outram and finally cityhall. A day of full walking and we ended up at the Xin Wang Hongkie coffee at city hall there. This was my 3rd visit of these weeks. Twice with Justina and once with my buddy Yuzheng. Haha.. And I met Justina while going to toilet. Sort of coincidence. Actually I sms to ask her to join us but she was with 2 frenz. Our seats also available for 4 persons and there was a long queue. So last min mah, she didnt join us cos of no enough seats..

Eh beside these, this week I went see the pirates of the carribean with Justina and the show quite lame and funny. Also quite long. Almost hit 3 hours..I would rate it a 7/10. So if u r thinking of going, can de, can go and watch. Haha.... Activity that is coming up will be Pulau Ubin Trip next sat... Those interested pls send me an sms to confirm. next Fri I will sms those who are interested a sms on the place and time of gathering. Currently still gathering people. Some people confirm le and some mah still haven't.. Lots of people express intention to go but believe some will fly aeroplane. Standard one.. Haha...

Looking Forward To A Good Weekend

Been a while since I really enjoy my weekend. Wanted to go KTV last sat but got a massive diahorrea, so I have to postpone my KTV session to an unknown date. Hope this weekend I m able to enjoy it. If you are been busy nowadays, working working or studying studying non stop. Its time that u shld cut yaself some slack. Enjoy the weekend and do some activities that u like. I will be planning for some activity for myself.

No EPL this week already and the club that I supported, West Ham United stayed up, which was quite lucky. So I need not have to rush home to watch the soccer. Just redeem a pair of movie tixs from m1 using my m1 perkpt. Haven't been to collect the tixs yet. Well, hope I don't get the 6.30pm slot as I will not be able to catch it in time. But if kanna also no choice right. The person whom will be watching with me will be Justina, one of my loyal blogger supporter. So do wait for my call k. Once I get the tixs, I will inform u of the time. I have learnt to take lots of things that come along my stride. After so much of these happening/events, I m a better and stronger person.

One thing that I m lacking at the moment is motivation to work. I have lost all my motivation to work and I m trying my best to get back some of it so that I can end my IA in a good and position mood. Challenges are what I look in for a job. This will be the no 1 factor that I will consider when I apply for a job. Secondly will be on salary wise. Of course hope to get a high pay one but I will be also happy with an average pay one. Definition of average pay? Well, as long as I think okie jiu okie. Around 2300 to 2500. Above 2500 will be good pay le... Unless I get a 2nd upper which I doubt will be a easy task. Of course, I will try my best to try achieve it. If cannot achieve if drop also won't drop so much. Well, will know whether I can get what class next July le, provided all go smoothly and well. I will try my best to make the graduation on time happen.

I would like to thank all my close frenzs and buddies out there for giving me support during the last few weeks, especially I m not in a good mood and in a worried state. A bit of unstable in emotion too during work. Realised that I m an emotional person also. And I realised that I m quite aggresive at times. Will try to work on these bad points, well see what I can do ba. Oops, think I talk too much, time to go. B4 I go, go enjoy a great weekend....

Finally...

Been wanting to update my blog at home but don't know why the 'new post' box is screw up. Indeed a lots of things happened these 3 weeks. There were ups and down. More down than ups and I have learnt to take everything that come along in stride. First to began with was my mum was struck by a cervix cancer. Lucky in the early stage, now in the process of recovering after an operation. She went through 2 operations in 2 saturday. After the first one I thought she will be fine but doc call on the next Fri and told us that cancerous cell found and need a second major ops, so no choice the following day go for second one.

My dad at the time was sad and furious. Sad cos my mum was like suffering and furious with the doc cos why in the first place never diagnose properly and have to send my mum to go thru 2 times of operations. Anyway, the nite mare is over and mum recovering now. Ladies visting here, pls go for ya medical checkup at least once a year. Next thing, overwork at IA. Was being ask to do this and that by the new PM and I m totally drained off mentally. And he say at the meeting at engineers that I never pick up his call. Not I don't wanna pick up, its I m too busy. In fact I return all his call after that. Can u imagine picking up 7 calls from him daily. A bit fierce. Not only his calls, engineers also called me daily and there comes the supplier. Pick up phone until hand aches. Okieokie, don't wanna say too much le. It's going to be over soon. Not doing much activities these few weeks except a couple of jogging with Hsien and Juan. A few Ktv session with some ktv buddies, u know who u r. Hehe..

Hsien was asking me why I look very sad n down yesterday. Well let me tell u that, I m feeling mentally and physically shag. Not that I don't wanna look happy. I can't be any happier nowaday. The usual bright side of me will become dark at times. Just nice that u happen to see me. I will be fine after a few days. No worries and thanks for your concern. Plan for the coming week, don't have yet. Will be looking at various option. If there's an activity coming up, I will inform the necessary party involve.

Looking forward to the weekend and hope u have a nice one. B4I go, happy bday to those having bday these coming few days k.