Working on Final Year Project

I m back sch today working on my final project with my parnter Yuzheng. Wanted to post up some pics earlier but have not done so.. Hehe.. K, I shall post some up now.. Have been doing these stuff for these half a year. Will be doing more..


Casted 2 slab sample that looked like this. Preparation For Impact Echo Test.



Use steel ball bearing rod to hit the slab. Our sponsor doing happily.



It's my partner Yuzheng's turn. Concrete cubes are not spare! (20 of these).




Wack Wack Wack till hand aching.... Prepare for 2nd test, UPV test.



Doing diagnosis for slab to see got anot illness. Change of position.



Okie, 3rd test: (Rebound hammer). Last test, crush the cube (Cube explode!).

End Of Exam

After 2 weeks of busying digging in books, finally it's over. Went Ktv with Xiang, Seng, Aik, Sharon after lunch at clementi. Hehe.. After that at nite, went west mall with xiang and sharon. We went coffee bean and sit down for abt 2 plus hours, chit chatting away..

Gotta be back in sch tomo morning for final year project..

Drunken State

My dad is drunk tonite. As expected, know he will be sad as he couldnt see his mistress anymore. My mum has asked for a divorce if he decided to stick with the woman. Since he has decided to stay with us, he should leave the woman.

He dropped to the floor the moment he reached home. Very sad to see this scene but he had to stand up soon. I have done what I can for him. Nothing more I can do le.

Lastly I would like to thank aud, jin, hsien, juan, justina, xiang and pauline for your care and concern and willingness to provide me with your ear. Really appreciate them and I m glad to have such a gd frenz in you. Really happy to have you all around. Catch up with ya soon after my exam. I will be strong and do my best with all your constant encouragement and support. Thanks Jing too for the exam wishes..

Betrayal

25 years old marriage and the love can be so fragile? What actually went wrong? No enough family love, friend's bad influence or becos got having a little more extra money to do things that many men wanted to do?

My dad and mum have been married for as old as I am. All these while, my dad gave me an impression that he's a responsible, hardworking man and a man who care for family. I have alway wanted to follow him in this footstep. However, I was wrong, he had an affair with one of the night club hostress this time and how I know. It's when I m trying to help him change his phone plan then I encountered these a malaysian mobile mobile in which he will call a few times daily. This is the primary reason of his high phone bill. My mum were hopping mad and she couldn't sleep for the whole night for yesterday and today. She is very very sad about it and she need our console and some words whuch can calm her nerve and not to let her think in a negative way.

My brother and I as my parent's son were also feeling very disappointed and sad over this. My brother had tried his best to talk to mum. However mum's still feeling very down. So I had to gave my listening ear to her today and console. I think I will have to carry on for next few days. It's affecting me in preparing me for my final paper but no choice, I have to get over it. Thing just happened at the wrong time.

I have seen these scene in many dramas and I never think it will happen to me. My mum just finish scolding my dad. She reprimanded him for about an hour. I couldn't sleep and was outside the living room listening to my mum reprimanding my dad. My mum bring out lots of issues and my dad simply kept quiet and he tried to deny. However, proofs were all with us. He had no way to further deny what my mum brought up. Wanted to join my mum to say my dad but see him kanna bomb by my mum for one hour non stop, I decided to postpone my preaching.

My view of my dad is destroyed completely and I feel like a victim of a soon to be "broken" family. I hate these feelings and I don't want these feelings. I also do not want these feelings to happen to any of my friend or my family members in future. It's terrible and my heart simply can't stop bleeding and my mind can't stop thinking... Feelings is simply too hard for me to take.. Too pain, really very pain...........................

KTV and mahjong session

Just back not long from mahjong session from Hsien's house. Before that, we had our ktv session today at woodlands, from 2 to 6pm. It cost us $9 per person, of course using voucher and Juan's discount card.

4 of us, Juan, Hsien, Pay and me went to ktv. After that we went to Woodlands Botak jones to eat our dinner. Then went pick up a red wine and head on to Hsien's house to play mahjong and drive at the same time. Never win any money but also never lost any. Hehe.. Luckily last min recoup back the losses earlier.

Pay's boy send us me n Juan home. Thanks for the effort. There's something that my dad have done to upset and disappoint us.. Terribly sad over it. Hope I can focus on my exam and i have to for my last paper on 29th

Back to school for Final Year Projects Stuff

It's day 56 today and it's time to conduct experiments for my concrete sample. Will be back in school at 9.30am later.

Juan cry today...

Done with the 2nd paper today and ate dinner with Sze Wei at causeway pt b4 reach home. Then Hsien call ask me for dinner. Told her eat le but will be meeting her if she and gang are dining at admiralty here.

I met them as they decided to eat here. Met Hsien, James n Juan up at 8.15pm at admiralty mrt foodcourt. Then they go buy food. After they come back, I was feeling hungry so go buy some snack eat. When I came back, I try to talk. Juan told me Hsien was angry. Puzzled, I decided to eat my food as I know Juan must have made Hsien angry. Then hor, Juan and Hsien quarrel. Quarrel over work stuff. Juan broke down and cry and Hsien left in a huff. She throw the chopstick into her bowl, stand up, resulting the chair hit a malay woman next door. She left.

Juan was crying and Jame go grab her some tissue. Then hor people look at us, as if like me n James r bullying Juan, resulting her to cry. I try to tell Juan abt my view but she say I same view pt as Hsien. Then Hsien called lo and I talk to her on phone then left James and Juan to talk. Talk to Hsien over the phone, trying to help pacify things. Then jiu decided to go home. Reach home 9.30pm. Never thought will have such a nite.

It's been 10 years since I saw Juan cry... So sad, so ke lian. I bet she might have bottom up all the frustration in her heart and explosion tonite. Well, I hope everything will be fine between Juan n Hsien soon...

Sometimes, things happen for a reason and we need to be flexible and know how to find way to tackle the problem instead of being persistent. Stubborn persistent will only bring frustration to parties involved. Temper is another cause for breakdown. Sometimes we r just unable to curb it at the most angriest moment. Often feeling remorse of what we have done to opposite party afterwards. I know the feeling of curbing temper is hard.. Really hard....... But we have to try and do our best.....

Clock ticking away...

Oh, tomo is my first paper. Feeling quite nervous and excited cos abt 1 year never take examsle. Last sem was on attachment and the only module that I took was a prescribed on science. Not core so not so stress. Tomo one is my core. Hope that I m able to do.. The feeling is undescrible.

Wish me luck, wish everyone luck...

Exam Coming...

Exams just around the corner. Getting nearer and nearer. 14th, 15th which is next wed and thur are my first 2 paper. 3rd paper at 20th and last paper to be on 29th.

Hope able to clear and after 29th plan to have ktv cos the partyworld voucher end at this month. $20 off voucher. Hohoho.. Interested people can tag along.. Hehe..

Gd luck to all having exams at these period. Jiayou.